𝐛𝐨𝐨𝐤 𝐨𝐧𝐞.
outer banks universe.
❀ | S U N S H I N E °❀⋆.ೃ࿔*:･
─── if she was the sun, he'd stay outside
forever
❝ 𝘚𝘏𝘌 𝘞𝘈𝘚 𝘓𝘐𝘒𝘌 𝘚𝘜𝘕𝘚𝘏𝘐𝘕𝘌, 𝘐 𝘊𝘖𝘜𝘓𝘋𝘕'𝘛
𝘎𝘌𝘛 𝘌𝘕𝘖𝘜𝘎𝘏 ❞
Brooklyn Routledge, twin sister to John B...
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𝟎𝟐𝟖. 𝐤𝐢𝐬𝐬 𝐦𝐞, 𝐬𝐮𝐧𝐬𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐞
kiss me ──── sixpence none the richer
( it's a long one, readers, nearly 10,000 words do enjoy, i know i enjoyed writing it )
☀︎ 𝐛𝐫𝐨𝐨𝐤𝐥𝐲𝐧'𝐬 𝐩𝐨𝐯
𝖭𝖨𝖦𝖧𝖳 𝖧𝖠𝖲 𝖲𝖤𝖳𝖳𝖫𝖤𝖣 𝖮𝖵𝖤𝖱 𝖳𝖧𝖤 𝖮𝖴𝖳𝖤𝖱 𝖡𝖠𝖭𝖪𝖲，and I'm thinking about where my brother might be. I hope he's safe, wherever he is. From what I can hear, the cops are still searching for him. I hate that he's alone out there, lost and confused. I want to be there for him, helping me get through this, but I was told to stay right here.
So I'm staying put. Well, I'm trying to stay put. I'm not exactly comfortable sitting in one place, not when my brother is out there, trying to run away from the cops for a crime he didn't commit.
Every part of me wants to run home, bury myself in my covers and go back to the start of summer. I'd go back and do it right. I'd change the story, panning it out to make it so we never found that boat underwater, because from the moment we did, everything slowly fell apart. In fact, I think I'd go even further back and beg my father to stay home instead of going on his trip.
Basically, if I knew then what I know now, I'd go back and fix it. I'd change the story. I'd change the narrative.
But that's physically impossible.
Instead of changing the story to how I want it, I'm stuck, wishing for everything to be different.
I'd do absolutely anything to go back.
But then again, would I really if given the choice?
I cast a glance over my shoulder, finding JJ and Pope to be in conversation. We're at The Wreck, hiding out for the night. I'm sat outside after changing the bandage on my hip, staring up at the stars above my head. I haven't seen any cops nor heard them. If I had, I wouldn't be out here.
Back to the question of, if given the choice to go back and fix everything, would I?
Well, there's one reason I wouldn't go back, and he's sitting right there, laughing easily despite all the shit that's spiralled in the past two days.
