"Please koshi~" Daichi purred "I said no! I'm not comfortable with doing that," Daichi grabbed my arm. "I'm not taking no for an answer.." he said in a low voice. "Daichi STOP!" I yelled. He didn't stop..
He raped me..
When I woke up up my lower back and butt hurt like shit my neck hurt as well.. I walked slowly to the bathroom, and turned on the shower. Once I got in I started sobbing
It's my fault
I could have been stronger
I could have called someone
I could have just pushed him off me
I'm a slut
I'm disgusting."Hurry up in there we FUCKING have school!" Daichi yelled. "Y-yes I-I'll h-hurry!" I stuttered and got out quickly. I put on my school clothes on. I walked behind daichi when we got to school he turned around, "Suga don't tell anyone about what happened okay? I love you and I don't wanna loose you so keep that pretty mouth of yours shut" I stood there "ok" I simply said and walked in not talking to anyone not smiling not anything. "Let's start!" Daichi said clapping his hands.
~after practice~
"Suga baby! Let's go shower yeah?" He said in a nice but strict tone. "Oooo MAMASUGA AND DADCHIIII!!!" Noya yelled. I tensed up, "haha yep.." I said walking to the shower room. "Come here baby~" he said "no I don't want to." I said and started walking away. "SUGA?! I love you why don't you love me back? I give everything to you just do this for me! You're so ungrateful!" He yelled I stopped walking and turned around, "I don't want to do that but we can cuddle...?" I said he sighed and dragged me to a shower "like i said last night I don't take no as an answer." I started shaking "please no..." I said "shut it." The stripper me. "NO" I screamed before he could react He covered my mouth. "Shut IT" he yelled and smacked me. I forced his hand off "PLEASE HELP SOMEONE!" He smacked me harder I fell to the ground then he beat me. He left but I couldn't move. After a few minutes someone came in "Suga- senpai?" I couldn't recognize the voice. "The door to the stall I was in opened. "Suga?!" It was kageyama? "Here let me get you some clothes. He ran out and came back with a hoodie and sweat pants. "Here can you stand?" I shook my head. Hey picked me up and helped me change, "I'll take you home okay?" All I did was nod silently. He picked me up again and took me home with me helping with directions. "Are your parents home?" He asked "gone..." I said "oh Suga.." he placed me on the couch. "Can you tell me what happened? "Daichi... hurt... rape... love.." is all I said "daichi did what?!" He yelled I flinched "no no Suga it okay I'm sorry for yelling." He hugged me "I'm gonna stay with you for awhile okay?" I nodded "get some sleep I'll make you some food yeah?" I nodded and laid down. Why me?——————————————-
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FanfictionTW!!!! self harm, self hate, bullying, eating disorder. (ART IS NOT MINE CREDIT TO THE ARTIST) ANGST AND FLUFF P