Diary of a Fangirl

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Sometimes, Being a fangirl is too complicated for me.

I mean look, you’re being crazy over an idol that doesn’t even know that you exist! Watching the same videos over and over again. Making fanfics about you and your idol. Going to their concerts even though you’re just one of the crowds. Stalking their accounts. God, I’m sick of that stuffs.

What If I also become an idol? Do you think that he’ll ever notice me? Just kidding. I don’t know.

Sometimes, I would dream that he’ll ever notice me. Im also tired you know, hanggang sa screen lang ako. Fangirl-zoned nga naman pero di lang naman ako ang nakakaramdam nito, right? There’s a million of fangirls out there dreaming to see their bias.

Including me.

So I decided to be a roleplayer, kahit roleplaying man lang. Ang maganda kasi pag nagroroleplay, parang kinakausap mo na yung idol mo. Kilig much naman sa mga fanservices nila. Araw-araw puro roleplay lang ang ginagawa ko. Ay, hindi naman as in the whole day.

One day, habang nagroroleplay lang ako sa facebook, may nakita akong message sa aking inbox. Oh you don’t say, puro messages lang naman makikita mo sa inbox mo. So yun nga, because of curiousity, I checked the message and almost fell from my chair.

Good morning mrs. *****

We’re inviting you to come over here at seoul, south korea for your audition. We received your message last night and you’re one of the lucky contestants that will have their audition here. We’ll only choose one lucky fan and maybe it can be you. Once we have chosen the winner, you’re gonna be part of the show called ‘Roommate’ and train at any companies like YG ent., SM ent., JYP., etc.. just check the address that I will send you and good luck!

From ***** ; 1/2/2015 ; 1:03 PM.

Tama nga kayo ng basa, meron kasing auditions chuchu and napag-tripan kong sumali. Hindi ko aasahan na matatanggap ako! To be honest guys, okay naman kasi boses ko ee. Magaling rin naman ako sumayaw. Omgs so eto na ba ang matagal kong pinapangarap? Kyaa!

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A/N: what can you say? okae, wala naman kasi akong magawa kaya story nanaman. second account ko to, lahat ng stories ko sa first acct ko, i-eedit ko muna. so yun lang, hope you like it!