Why do I love you ? , Your my bully

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AMBER POV . 

I woke up this By the sound of Frank Ocean - Thinkin Bout You. I went and Did my daily routine. Pick out my outfit for my first day of my Junior year. I was stuck between two different outfits so I had to text my bestfriend Jessica.

[PrettyBasedAmber] - HEY JESSY !!! 

[JessicaForevaa] - DF ! I told you not to call me that -__-. 

[PrettyBasedAmber] - Anywhore , I need help its an emergency. 

[JessicaForevaa] - Lets me guess , you need fashion help ... 

[PrettyBasedAmber]- DF ! ... yes , i do ._. 

[JessicaForevaa] - Well Im not helping you. BYE :)))

Classic Jessica leaves me on my time of need . I pick this outfit thats on the side >. I go down stairs and I see my mom its been a week since Ive seen her. When I saw her she was scream at someone on the phone . I think its was my dead beat father. Since Ive heard his name like 6 times. I came to say Bye , but I think its smart of me to just leave.

I left out my house , and I walk to school everyday which sucks because I get bullied by 4 guys They Go by Prince,Prod,Ray, and Roc. Last year I would have to walk with Ray . Because he was 3 blocks down from my house. I sometimes would try to get up early so he wouldnt walk and mess with me. Start to walk I felt relieved because i didnt see him. I start to text Jessica again telling her that I didnt see him.

Then I bump in too someone , after i got up and look at the one of the stupid manwhore i was bullied by ofcourse it was Ray. I got up and started to walk fast until i felt a grip on my arm and i got pulled back.

Ray - Amber , I was waiting for you * smirks * 

Amber- * looking down* I was just walking to school .. 

Ray- With out me that hurts * puts hand on his heart*  

Amber - Can you leave me the fuck alone! ( Why would I say that !!!!! Im in trouble now)  

Ray - BITCH , Because  I want to !!!

I felt a sharp pain in my check , and i was on the ground. When I looked up he wasnt there . I was relived that he was gone. Put tears were coming down my face. I didnt do shit to him and get slaped and called a bitch. I got my stuff and walk to school.

I finally got to the front of the school , I looking around to see if  Jessica was there. But , sadly she wasnt like the fuck she is always here early. She been acting weird lately. Anywhore, I walked in the building and stared getting books out my locker. I was kinda suprised that Ray wasnt in the hallway he must have got in trouble. Thank GOD If he did ! I closed my locker and right when I turned around I came face to face with another one of those stupid punks.

Roc - Amber , I like those shorts.* smirks*

Amber - Umm Thanks * trys to walk away but get grab and yanked back*

Roc - The fuck you think your going while Im talking to yo * calmly *

Amber - * looks down, while biting her lip*

Roc - BITCH LOOK AT ME WHEN IM TALKING TO YOU !

Amber - * shoots her head up *  Im..... Sorry

Roc - What I thought , Now you wore for me I see ...* seductivily smirking *

Amber - Its hot outside , and its still summer ...... that why i wore them.

Roc - So are you correcting me now * get in her face *

Amber - Uh ... no

Roc - Now why you wear those shorts ?

Amber - Ummm , for you * looks at him scared*

Roc - That what I fucking thought slut !  * Slams her in the locker *

My eyes started to get watery , So I pick up my things and I ran to the bathroom. I look in the mirror and my face was tomato red.That when tears start streaming down my face. What have I ever done to him , expect on the first day last year ask for a fucking pencil. Like I never done anything to Roc or Ray. Its still not over Im bullied by their friends Prod and Prince. Like I never really talked to Prod all he say is I look at him the wrong way and I dont even make fucking I contact toward him. I kinda have a idea why Prince doesnt like me. But , I dont even want to think of what happen. I got interupt in my thought by Jessica how did she know where I was ....

Jessica - Amber , you okay ?

Amber - NO ! Roc doing it Again called me a slut for wearing shorts.

Jessica - * shakes her head * Im sorry , There cute doe ,,

Amber - Thats not helping ! , I can't take it ... I didnt do SHIT TO HIM !!

Jessica - Calm your Tits , Hopefully they'll top ...... one day * mumbles*

Amber - I heard that !

Jessica - To be honest , Their the finest guys in the whole school. They give you alot of attention . I would be beyond happy If I was you.

Amber - You sound stupid as fuck !! They call me out my name , bet me up.... And make me feel low as shit. You can take my spot.

Jessica - I dont have time for this ... WERE LATE TOO !  Peace bruh * walks out *

I followed Jessica out the bathroom . We went are seprated ways I had to go to English with all 4 boys was in there and most likely their waiting on me to come in for their entertainment, I stood there infront of the door thinking if I should go in or not. But, I would be killed if my mom heard I skipped school. I knocked on the door and this girl name Ericka came she is nice and cool . I actually seat next to her. She understand how the boys mess with me so she let me in silenty so they werent paying attention. Like I have been here since the start of class. I walked in , and Prod , Prince , and Roc was laughing mighty loud . Ray was talking to some other guys , with some girls being groupies to both circle of guys . Me and Ericka just quiely sat down and start talking about random shit like always. Then it happened.... PLAN FAILED !