Danny pulls me closer to him. i put my left ear against his chest, right where his heart is. its beating fast. "i dont want to leave you." He whispers. i sqeez him tighter. my eyes sting, threatening another round of tears. Tomorrow at 6 am, a bus would be coming to take Danny away for 6 months. i press my face into his chest. "Please dont cry." he begs grabbing a fistful of my hair. "i have no choice but to move back to new york danny." i blurt. he pushes me away. "what?!" he asks, clearly angry. "You wont be here! i cant take being alone! i just cant! i love you so much! and your leaving me!" i scream. Danny frowns. "i couldnt leave you Maddie, im not leaving you. This is my job. i have a comitment to Paul, and the Pointers." Danny says. "And to me." i say whipping away my tears. "j-just forget it." i say turning to walk upstairs. "YOUR BEING A SELFISH BITCH!" Danny shrieks. i stop. No.He.Didnt. i turn to face him. "Maybe because i am a selfish bitch." i say. Danny knows what he says is wrong. "i dont care. just go." i say running upstairs. i hear danny cursing and slamming things around downstairs. he can destroy my house. i didnt care.
i scream into my pillow and the door swings open. "Just, hear me out, THIS IS MY JOB! im bringing money home! dont you want that?!" Danny asks. "DANNY I DONT WANT GOD DAMN MONEY! i wouldnt give a damn if we were homeless if that meant i could stay with you!" i scream. Danny punches the wall. "ARE YOU SERIOUS?!" he shrieks. i get in his face. "COMPLETELY SERIOUS." i scream. he pushes me away. "YOUR MAKING THIS HARD!" he screams. i shrug. "leave Danny, i told you! i get it its your job! i just cant be alone!" i scream. he pushes his body against mine making my back hit the all hard. i gasp at the pain. "jerk!" i scream. i start to cry. i cant believe we got into a fight because im selfish. i raise my hands to push him off of me but he takes my hands and pins them above my head. "Let go." i say. he smiles. "no." he says. my cheeks burn red with anger. "Damnit danny stop!" i say. he laughs and presses his lips to my sweet spot below my right ear. "s-stop!" i say. "mmmmm your so hot when your angry." he says sucking it harder. "im not joking danny." i say, my voice starting to soften. "kiss me." he whispers in my ear. he realises my hands and i crash my lips into his. he had his ways of making things better for the time being. he lifts me and carries me to my bed. "i love you so much." he says inbetween kiss's "Dont leave me." i cry. he pulls me closer to him. "shhhhh, dont." he says. "we'll think of something ok?" he says before kissing me again.
