My Only Insanity *Shoey Fan fiction*

Chapter 4: People like Y-

{Shanes Pov}

I woke up with the most beautiful boy possible in my arms. I could feel every bone in his body. I wrapped my arms so carefully around him, afraid I might break the fragileness of him. For a man who should weigh about 200 pounds, he weighs about 100.

He looks so adorable, cuddled up in my arms and his face pressed deeply into my chest. I haven't felt happiness like this in two years.

His eyes peaked open at me and smiled down on him.

Joey: Good morning.

He said in a raspy morning voice. It was terribly attractive.

Shane: Good morning, beautiful.

Shit. Did I just say that? Wait, is he even gay? He never told me. The fuck? He must be.

He just blushed and felt my chest with his hands.

Joey: I wish I could be as muscular as you.

His hands on my bare chest sent shivers down my spine. He slowly ran his hands down my chest. I grabbed his hands gently in my own.

He looked up at me, deeply into my eyes. I stared back into his, and detached one of my hands from his to lay it on his cheek. He slowly leaned in, and our lips pressed together.

Our lips moved passionately against each other. I slowly pulled back from him.

Shane: That was great.

Joey: I know.

Shane: So...

Joey: We cant tell anyone.

I looked up at the smaller boy who was sitting up now.

Joey: They might make us switch roommates.

I hadn't even thought about that previously.

Shane: Yeah, good idea.

Joey tried getting up slowly and walking back to his wheelchair that was by his bed. He fell on the tile floor.

Shane: Joey!

I sprung up from my bed and went to help him. He was crying.

Shane: Are you hurt??

Joey sobbed loudly.

Joey: I just... Wanted to walk... I cant do anything anymore! If I want to walk I have to be fat again, and if I want to look good I cant walk! I hate this!

He cried between sobs.

Shane: Listen, listen, baby boy,

I cooed to him and pulled him into my lap on the floor. He laid his head on my chest and peered up with those big blue eyes at me.

Shane: You're gorgeous. I don't know who, or what, told you otherwise, but they were lying.

Joey looked almost as if he was about to argue with me, but instead said-

Joey: Why do you care so much about other but not yourself?

Shane: I only fall in love with the beautiful hearted people.

Maybe it was me getting lost in his big beautiful eyes, but I didn't notice the keys rattling to unlock the door.

Shane: I fall in love with people like y-

Dan: Rise and Shine!

Dan, possibly the most annoying nurse on this planet, called out. But the excitement in his voice faded when he noticed Joey in my lap on the floor.

Dan: What's going on here??

Dan asked, helping Joey up and into his wheel chair. Joey pouted at being in that seat, I could tell how much he hated it.

Shane: It's a long story.

I said, getting up and wiping the dust off my pajama bottoms.

Dan: I don't know what's going on with you two, but you better cut it out. You're lucky Phil is here today so I'm in a good mood. But Phil is already in the cafeteria, so just come with Joey and I.

We walked down to the cafeteria, Joey and I swapping glances back and forth, often winks or blushes.

{A/N: Sorry it's kinda short}