More Than This [l.tomlinson.]

Ch. 36 Being with you again♥

Alex's POV:

He pulls away and I feel tears come out of my eyes before I could even hold them back again. I touch my lips and look around.

Zayn. He is as shocked as I am. He's hurt too. Harry. He seems proud Louis did it. Happy that he got his feelings out. Niall. He seems pissed at him still for what he said same for Nicole. Liam. He seems in daddy mood. Ready for me to need a hug but at the same time happy he kissed me just now. Then Eleanor.. She seemed broken. Hurt. Sad, that he did that I mean he did kiss me when they are in a relationship..

Then there was Lou.

He seemed broken. I read his ocean blue eyes searching for a answer to why he kissed me.. Why he came this far just to get me and our son. Why he would leave his comfy flat in London..

There it was.. I read his emotions..

He loves me..

"Louis.." I said quietly. I smiled through the tears and he gave me a smile back.

"Thank god." He whispered then he hugged me tightly.

"What did you expect?" I whispered back. He chuckled and kissed my forehead, he let a tear slip out of his eye and he smiled so wide. Kind of like the cheshire cat.

"I expected to never find you again.. The truth is I love you so much.. With my whole heart all I want is you and you alone.. I just love you to bits.. You know how they say absence makes the heart grow fonder? Well its true when I left for X Factor I missed you so much.. I did realize I need you.. That I love you till I seen how broken you were that day I came home when I cheated.. Ever since ive been trying to win you back.. But when we did sleep together it felt so right.. I was just so scared I was going to hurt you again.. So I did what I thought was best and forgot what happend.. Well atleast try to forget.. But I couldnt.. I couldnt forget your hurt expression.. I hurt you more then I wanted.. I wanted to keep you safe from me from the monster Ive become.. Im so sorry. I didnt mean one word I love you so much.. And look im still wearing the bracelet like I promised.. I want you in my life.. I want my son in my life.. This had woken me up it has open my eyes.. I love you so much Alex.. Is crazy the effect you have on me still.. Please.. Come home?" More tears came out of his eyes. I smiled and hugged him again and breathed in his amazing axe he wears and how much I have truely missed it.

How ive missed him.. His touch, His eyes, his smile, his laugh, his voice..

His.. everything.

I look him in the eyes and smile big.

"We're coming home." I say quietly looking back at my sleeping baby boy. I feel Louis' fingers under my chin and he lifts my chin back up to his gaze. He smiles and kisses me. I hear cheers and whistles. I smile into the kiss knowing I can feel this feeling again. The butterflies, the goosebumps..

The love.

He pulls away and we smile at eachother. He kisses my forehead and brings me into another hug.

"Now. Where are your things. We need to get home." Liam says from behind us. I turn around and give him a warm smile knowing his break up with the beautiful Danielle Peazer (R.I.P Payzer :'''( ). Had broke his heart. He smiled back at me and hugged me.

"The hotel down the street. Room A23." I say muffled in his chest. I hear Niall on the phone telling someone to get my things and to hurry because we all wanted to get back to the flat in London.

"Alright. Everyone pile in the black van, we're heading to the airport. Dont worry Al. Our bodyguards will get your's and Lewis' things. They'll meet us at there airport with all of it. We wont leave til we get it." Nialls strong irish accent filled Starbucks.