He Who Changed Me

Prologue

When you start caring about something that's the time you will be afraid to lose that thing. It have the power to hurt you. Yet you don't want to stop. What's the use of power? That won't make him come back anyways.

"Walang forever!" at first nakakatuwa pang pakinggan pero sa kinatagal tagal na nakakasawa ng pakinggan yang linyang yan. Kungbaga gasgas na. Yung mga taong nagsisigawan ng walang forever sa daan. Yung mga taong may makita lang na sweet couple sa harap nila tapos sisigawan nila ng walang forever! Yung bawat post nila sa facebook, twitter, capture sa instagram eh konektado lahat sa walang katapusang walang forever na yan. Mga inggetera. Mga bitter. For me? Forever is true. My mom died but my father remained loving my mom even if he had destroyed himself in the process. He changed. I changed. Were just quits right? But he came... he changed me for good.

He was always by my side. Doing things for my own good. Taking up orders from me to make me happy. It was always me first than anything. But I just took him from granted... because he said he won't ever think of leaving my side. But I was wrong... he left me when I was already in there... falling deep and hard. Leaving me at my weakest point.

No one wants to be left behind. "I'll be okay" is that what you want me to say? I've experienced the saddest past a girl could ever have. So young. So damaged. I always think that I don't have the right to be happy. My life is once perfect.. not until those incidents happened.