Y/N X BTS SMUT

Give me a hand

You walk in and immediately sling your bag off of your shoulder, setting down the heavy binder you'd been forced to carry all day. You massage your shoulder to try and loosen the knot that had built up during. You dig your fingertips into the tense muscle and hiss out in pain as you feel the build up of pressure finally start to ease. You had three classes today, making you hungry and tired, making it dangerous for anyone that comes into contact with you.
On the bright side, you have a date? Any other person would be thrilled to have someone ask them out, and you are, really! But the only thing is, you have absolutely no experience when it comes to boys.
You're 21, and have no experience with boys. You haven't even properly kissed a guy. The furthest  you've ever gotten was hugging, which didn't really count considering it was with your best friend, Jungkook. You had known Jungkook your entire life. Your mum and his mum also grew up together and are still best friends to this day. You're older than Jungkook by a few months and you had seen him grow up into the man he was now. You can't deny his amazing glow up, but you could never share feelings for him.
You currently share a dorm with him as he goes to the same university as you. He's a sporting major, meaning that he has girls and boys constantly at his feet. He never fails to uphold his reputation either, constantly bringing girls home and "fucking their brains out" as he described it. He never used to be like this though. You still remember the shy old Jungkook, who used to walk around with his hair in a bowl cut, scared to look any girl other than you in the eye. You were always by his side, pushing him to go and at least talk to another girl besides you.
It was around age 19 that things started to change. He started working out in the gym, sending his confidence levels skyrocketing. Once he had found his feet in the world of dating, dating for a couple of months here and there, he found out that the dating life wasn't for him, preferring to just sleep with girls and move on. He had a hard time showing his emotions sometimes, meaning that he wasn't able to commit being in a long term relationship. He always ended things first with the girl, upholding his reputation of being a fuckboy. You had tried to sit him down and talk to him about it, but he always turned a blind eye to the thought of dating someone.
You didn't really see dating as a priority in your life. You had always put your studies first, making sure you had a stable foundation in your life. And it proved successful. You were always top of your class in every subject and excelled at almost anything academically. This advantage got you into your first choice uni.
Jungkook on the other hand was naturally gifted at literally everything. You would spend countless sleepless nights staying up studying for an exam you had, wanting to make sure that you achieved the best possible grade you could. Meanwhile, Jungkook would be in the next room over fucking some girl, waltzing into class the following day only to get near enough the same grades as you. He was a crazy fitness fanatic, visiting the gym almost everyday, training hard for his place on the sports team. He did work really hard in that respect.
Walking into the kitchen, you grab a packet of ramen from one of the cupboards and rip it open. Watching the water boil in the pan in front of you, you heard a shuffling sound from Jungkook's room. You cast your gaze down the corridor, only to see a girl with messed up hair and her t-shirt on inside out. You send her a quick smile before turning your head and rolling your eyes. One day, just one day you wanted for Jungkook to not be such a man whore. You watch as the girl quietly opens the door and slips through, closing it carefully behind her.
Speak of the devil, you see a half naked Jungkook strolling down the corridor heading towards where you were.
"Thanks for asking if I wanted any" he says sarcastically with a smile as he points down at the open packet of ramen.
"Oh I'm so sorry! Next time I'll definitely be sure to ask you. You know what? I might even ask your hook up if she fancies a quick bite to eat before she leaves!" you say back with a sarcastic tune and a frown.
Jungkook simply smirks and shakes his head as he stretches his arms up above his head. You go into one of the cupboards above you and pull out a second packet of ramen, opening it up before adding them both into the water.
"Oh I do love you Y/N!" he says as he grabs your face harshly with both his hands and places a wet kiss on your cheek. You immediately pull away with disgust on your face, pulling your sleeve over your hand and wiping your soaking cheek.
"Gross!!" you shout as you watch him laugh, heading to the fridge before grabbing a bottle of water, guzzling the entire thing.
After eating your ramen, you both end up sitting on the couch watching a tv show. Your legs are thrown over his as you la back into the plush pillows behind you. This was a regular occurrence between you two. You were extremely comfortable around each other. The things you talk about to each other is enough to make a grown man cry.
Jungkook knew you were a virgin, but he never pressured you into trying to sleep with any guys. He appreciated the fact that you were a hard working person, knowing that a love life was the last thing on your mind.
You glance over at Jungkook to see him playing with the string on his hoodie which matched his sweatpants. He swirled it around his finger as he concentrated on the TV in front of him, laughing at the most immature things.
"Kyle asked me on a date today" you say, interrupting the terrible jokes that were being said on the TV.
"No fucking way!" he says as his eyes go wide, a full smile across his face. "Well did you say yes!?" he asks as he pats your thighs in excitement.
"yeah..." you say shyly, causing him to tease you with an 'OOOOOOO' sound. You punch him in his bicep, making him flinch away, holding his arm in pain. "You deserved that you brat" you spit as you cross your arms with a scowl on your face, turning your attention back towards the TV. He looked at your expression and burst out laughing.
"Oh Y/N, you're not nervous are you?" he asks in a teasing voice, staring at your frowning face.
"What!? Of course not! It's only a date Jungkook" you said as you snapped your head back in his direction.
"Mhmm, that's what they all say" he says as he raises his eyebrows, turning his gaze away from you.
"Okay, but not everyone is a sex pest like you" you snarl, watching his face turn to yours dramatically.
"How dare you! Do you know how many girls would kill to be in your position right now?" He says cockily as he watches you exhale and roll your eyes teasingly. "You're not nervous about... that, are you?" he asks again, watching your face for a response.
"What! Of course not Jungkook!" You lie. Of course you were nervous. You knew Jungkook was right when he said 'that's what they all say'. All the boys in your university only seemingly want one thing, and that's sex.
"Okay..." he says, knowing that you're lying but deciding not to say anything. Jungkook was able to read you like a book. He knew exactly how you felt about the topic as you never, ever brought it up in conversation.
"Will you help me..." you say quietly as you stare at Jungkook, who is once again fully engrossed in the TV.
"With what?" completely oblivious to the conversation you have just had. He doesn't turn to look at you, instead he watches the scene in front of him, laughing at something one of the characters say.
"Jungkook" you say as you grab his chin to turn his face towards you, "will you listen to me!" you say with frustration laced in your voice.
He sighs and shuffles down the couch ever so slightly, getting comfy as he lays his head back on the couch looking at you.
"What do you want help with?" he asks again, completely missing the subtle message you were trying to pass on.
"Well um..." you start as you look down at your hands as you pick at the dead skin on one of your fingers, "I um..." you say, trying to find the words to form a sentence.
"Spit it out Y/N" he says as he grows impatient with you.
"Will you teach me how to kiss?" you ask abruptly as you look back up at him. His head snaps up straight, still looking at you. "I just don't want to look like a complete idiot if he tries anything on with me..." you say explaining yourself.
"Why are you asking me?" he asks with a slight smirk on his face.
"Because you're my best friend, who also happens to be a boy, so I figured that you could tell me what guys like and what they don't like" you say as you stare at his now smirking face.
"Fine" he breathes out. He pushes your legs off of his own and pats his thigh. "Come here" he says looking at you.
"What? Jungkook I swear to go-" you say in disbelief.
"You want help or not?" he asks with raised brows. You huff in defeat and roll your eyes as you shuffle on your knees over to him, slinging your leg over both of his legs so you're straddling him. You place your hands on his shoulder's as he adjusts the way you're sitting, making the both of you more comfortable. You look down at him and wait for your next instruction.
"I never thought I'd see the day-" he begins with a smug smile on his face.
"Don't start Jungkook" you warned him with a serious tone, making his brows lift up as he surrendered.
"Okay, so just follow my lead" he says, watching you nod. He leans into you and places his lips on your softly, moving them slowly. Pulling away he looks at you, "use your hands, thread them into my hair or something" he says, making you look down at your hands which are planted firmly on his shoulders still. He leans back in and interlock his lips with yours again. You move your hands around the back of his neck and thread your fingers through his hair. He places his hands on your lower back and pulls you in slightly, making your core graze lightly over his manhood. You lightly tug at the roots of his hair in reaction, making his hiss into your mouth.
"What? Did I do something wrong?" you ask as you pull away, looking down to meet his hooded eyes.
"No, that was perfect" he slightly whispers, sending butterflies into your stomach. He pulls your head back into his with his hand and kisses you again, this time with more aggression. He slides his tongue across your bottom lip asking for entrance. When you don't open, he grips your ass and pulls you into him, making your core grind against him, making you gasp. He quickly darts his tongue into your mouth and explores every crevice.
One of your hands find their way down his neck, laying their as you brush your fingers against his jawline, making the hair on the back of his neck stand on end. You break the kiss and tilt his head to the side by his hair as you start planting kisses along his jaw and down his neck.
"Was that okay?" You asked as you sat back up. You look at him to see his gaze dark, staring into your soul.
"Fuck Y/N" he growls, gripping your ass cheeks as he stares into your eyes. His action makes you gasp. You don't know why but you can feel yourself growing wetter by the second as he touches you. Massaging your ass, he leans into your neck and starts harshly sucking at the delicate skin, grazing his teeth against certain spots. You moan once he finds your sweet spot, latching onto his biceps. You grind your hips into his manhood, making him grunt as he snaps his head back up to meet your fucked out expression.
"I'm not gonna last if you keep doing that" he says as a warning.
"Then don't" you say, grinding your hips into his again making him shut his eyes tight with a grunt.
"What about your date?" he asks with a smirk, liking the new burst of confidence that has just come from nowhere.
"Forget about him" you say as you peck his lips, "I want you Jungkook" you say attaching your lips to his again.
"Fuck Y/N, you're gonna be the death of me" he says as he flips you over so you are on your back staring up at him. His mouth finds yours immediately in a heated and passionate kiss, swirling your tongues together as if his life depended on it. You moaned into the kiss when he rolled his hips into your spread legs, making you grip onto his shoulder as you wrapped your arm around his neck.
"Can I eat you out?" he asks as he stops kissing you. You look at him with a nervous expression. You don't know what you're doing. You've never had experience and you're scared of embarrassing yourself, even if it is with your best friend.
"I don't know what I'm doing Kook" you say as you brush his hair from his face. Your eyes are full of panic, which soon soften when Jungkook begins stroking your leg to calm you down.
"You don't have to do anything babe. You just sit back and observe" he whispers, making a breathy moan leave your quivering lips.
He slips down your body and kneels on his knees, planting himself between your legs. He hooks his fingers in the band of both your leggings and panties and peels them down your legs, ripping them off of your feet. You quickly close your legs as you realise his gaze shifts and stares at your dripping core. He quickly places his hands on the inside of your thighs and snaps them outwards.
"You're gonna have to open up for me baby girl" he whispers with a smile. The new nickname makes a breathy moan escape your lips. He slides his fingers in between your wet folds, brushing over your clit, making your hips jolt up, causing him to giggle. "Someone's eager" he says in a cocky voice.
"Shut it Jungko-" You suddenly gasp when you feel his finger slip inside of you. Your walls clench around the foreign feeling which has him grunting lowly.
"Fuck Y/N" he spits, "you're so tight" he says with excitement laced in his voice.
He begins to pump him finger in and out of your tight hole. He brings his other hand up and begins to circle your clit, making you moan out loud as you buck your hips up. Your wines began to get louder with every pump and circle of his fingers. He suddenly pulls away, leaving you with a painful knot in your lower stomach and a throbbing clit.
"Jungkook! What the fuc-" you're cut off again by the feeling of his warm mouth clamping onto your clit, making you scream in pleasure. His tongue laps over your throbbing bud, flicking it and lightly scraping his teeth against it. You bring your hands down to grab his hair, pushing his face further into you. He enters his finger into you again and begins pumping furiously, watching you writhe underneath him. He adds a second finger, making you gasp as you feel your tight walls burn as he stretches you out.
"OH MY GOD JUNGKOOK! FUCK! YES!" you scream, not caring if the neighbours can hear you. Jungkook smiles into you pussy as he sees the effect he is having on you. His lips close around your clit and sucks harshly, making you cry out. You grip his hair tightly, making him grunt, causing a vibration to shoot through you. Him sucking your clit mixed with his two fingers pumping you was enough to make you come undone beneath him. He feels your juices run down his chin as he tries to hoover up as much as he can, not wanting to waste a single drop.
Sitting back up, he watches you pant. Your hair was all over your face, you bring your hand up and move pieces out of your sight as you watch his shiny wet chin. You bring your hand up to his chin and cup his cheek, swiping your thumb across his chin as you collect your juices. You then bring your thumb into your mouth, your eyes never breaking contact as your swirl your tongue around your thumb as you clean off your juices.
"Fuck Y/N"  he grunts as he harshly grips your jaw, bringing his face down to yours. His action makes you gasp slightly, but the corners of your mouth curve up into a smirk as you see how riled up he is getting by watching you. "On your knees, now." he growls before planting a harsh kiss on your mouth, clashing teeth with him. You wriggle from underneath him and sit on you knees on the floor in front of the couch, watching as he flips over from his kneeling position into a sitting position, placing his legs either side of your shaking frame. You sit up on your knees and pull him towards you, connecting your lips. His hands find the back of your head and pull you in closer, deepening the kiss. You pull away and lay your hands on his sweatpants. Bringing one hand up, you tug at his hoodie.
"Off" you demand. He reaches his arm behind his head and pulls the hoodie over his head, throwing it to the ground beside him, revealing his golden coloured skin and rock hard abs. He watches as you rip his sweatpants from his legs, immediately connecting your mouth to his throbbing cock.
"You're gonna have to tell me whether it feels good or not, okay?" you say after you place a kiss on his head. He merely nods as he throws his head back and grunts as you close your mouth around him, sinking your head down as far as possible. Bobbing your head up and down, you feel his thighs contract as he lets out a quiet moan.
"Fuck baby, you sure you've never done this before" he sighs, feeling you hollow your cheeks as you take more of him in. His praises make your confidence skyrocket. He takes his hand and pushes your head down, making you gag and causing your eyes to water.
His groans and moans fill the air around you. You lightly tap his leg, telling him that you needed to come up for air. He grips onto your hair and pulls your head up, showing off your fucked out face.
"You're so fucking hot" he spits, he pushes your head into his and pulls you up so you are straddling his lap again. He reaches under your jumper and pulls it over your head. Much to his delight, you had decided to go braless after the shower you had.
He reaches down to his pants that were laying on the ground and he pulls a condom from his pocket. You shake your head as he rips the packet open with his teeth.
"What? You never know!" he exclaims whilst rolling it down his cock. He rubs his dick through your folds a few times, grazing over your clit, making you whine.
"Don't worry baby, I'll go slow" he says as he lines himself up with your hole. He grips your hips and slowly sinks you down onto the tip of his cock. You gasp and lean forward, wrapping your arm around his neck as your other grips onto the back of the couch, resting your forehead on his shoulder.
He stops for a second, panting quietly as he feels how tight you are around his head. He begins pushing you down slowly until your ass is sitting on his thighs. He waist for a couple of seconds before speaking up.
"Are you okay?" he asks as he rests his hand on your back to make you look at him. You lift your head up and press your lips against his, trying to distract yourself from the burning sensation.
"Move" you instruct him, whispering against his lips.
He slowly lifts your ass up, sliding you up his dick until only the tip is in. Pressing his lips against yours, he pushes you down again, causing you to whimper. His hand rubs soothing circles on your back as he lifts you up and pushes you down again, finding a steady rhythm.
His grunts in your ear make your clit throb. Reaching down, you begin to rub small circles on your clit, making you moan loudly into his ear. You begin to feel the burning pain slowly fade into pleasure after a few strokes. You lean back and let Jungkook watch you touch yourself as you moan loudly.
"Is this okay?" you whimper out, loving the reaction he was giving you. You watch as his eyebrows furrow together and his mouth drops open, mesmerised by your moaning body. You roll your hips into his, taking control, making him rest his hands on your ass, giving you squeezes every couple of strokes.
He smacks your hand away from your clit, making you whine in disappointment. He suddenly flips you over and starts drilling you into the couch. You start screaming as he breaths heavy as every muscle in his body is used to fuck into you as hard as possible. He starts to moan loudly, contrasting to his quiet whimpers before, causing you to be turned on even more. His thighs slap against your legs as he finds a steady rhythm, making you move up the couch slightly every thrust. Your moans grow louder as you feel the knot in your stomach tightening for the second time. He notices this as he feels your walls clench around him, making him hiss out. He can normally last quite a long time with any other girl, but seeing your face contorted and screaming his name has his dick twitching.
"You close baby girl?" he pants above you as he watches your tits bounce with every thrust. He quickens up his pace when he sees you nod frantically.
After a couple more moans, your walls clench as tight as possible around him, making his grunt loudly.
"Kook! I'm coming!" You shout as you gasp for air. His thumb finds your clit and presses it, making your body jolt and you find yourself coming undone underneath him.
"Can I come on your body?" He says as he slows his pace down.
"Oh fuck yes" you shout. He quickly pulls himself out of you and scramble to your knees on the floor as he stands up and rips the condom off, pumping his rock hard dick. You lean forward and clamp your mouth around the head of his dick, sucking as hard as you can, making him moan loudly as he shoots his salty liquid into your mouth, throwing his head back, eyes rolling to the back of his head. You lick every drop up as you stare at him in the eyes.
He looks down at your face in awe as you pant heavily, trying to catch your breath. He pulls you up by cupping your chin and presses a tongue filled kiss to your swollen lips.
"I fucking love you" he admits as he tries to catch his breath, "I have done since we were 16″ he admits, moving a piece of sweaty hair out of your face. He pulls you down onto the couch and hugs your body, burying your head into his chest.
Your heart beats in your chest as you process his confession. He loved you. All this time, and you never had a single clue.
"You kept rejecting my affection, it made me mad" he continued as he stroked your hair. "I started working out to get you to notice me, but you still ignored me" he says. "I went and fucked all those girls, imagining they were you Y/N". You look up and see his soft doe eyes staring down at your face. "I never imagined you'd feel this good" he admits as he sighs out, "Now do you know why I'm known as golden balls in uni?" he asked deadly serious.
You burst out laughing, howling as you watch his face drop.
"Jungkook, that could've been the worst fuck of my life, and I would never know" you said, winding him up. "I tell you what," you started, "Ill go on that date with Kyle, fuck him and get back to you" you say with a straight face. Jungkook's mouth turns up into a smirk as he realises what you're trying to do.
"Fuck you" he laughs, pulling you further into his chest as you giggle.
"Love you" he says.
"Love you too golden balls" you say softly giggling, melting away into his arms.