T/w: None :)
~Dan's pov~
As soon as Phil had fully calmed down I gently pulled him up with me, arms still protectively around his body. "Let's go watch tv or something, yeah?" I asked him. Better try and get his mind on something else.
He looked up at me for a moment before simply nodding, turning around and heading towards the lounge.
I followed beside him and as we entered the lounge he snuggled up on the couch as I turned the tv on. "Tv or movie?" I asked. "Movie..." Phil answered in a tired tone "Something fun please" he added as I looked through the DVDs on our bookshelf. I settled for some Disney movie and put it in the DVDplayer before heading towards my bedroom. "Just gonna get us some blankets" I answered his quietly asking eyes as I left the room.
~Phil's pov~
"Just gonna get us some blankets" Dan stated before he left the lounge. I stayed on the couch, silent and unmoving. My body still felt quite fragile and I didn't really dare moving to much. I know I'm not litterally going to fall apart, so why does it feel so real? My arms won't break if I reach for the remote. They won't. Still I can't do it because I'm too scared it'll actually happen.
Dan walked back in, putting a blanket over me and reaching for the remote before sitting down. Not too close, not too far away, just at a normal distance for two friends. I do need him closer though.
~Dan's pov~
I sat down kind of close, but not too close. I don't want to make him uncomfortable. After all I'm the one who caused this mess. I just really want to hold him close and make him feel okay again.
But they didn't do that anymore. They used to platonically hug and cuddle a lot before, but as they both grew up it just died down. Maybe it was all the shipping from their fans that made it feel kind of weird, maybe they just grew out of it. They still hugged, as all friends do at times, but not really cuddle...
"Dan?.." Phil interrupted my thoughts. "Yeah?" I looked over at him. "I... I know we don't do this anymore, but can we cuddle please?... I think I need the closeness right now.."
~Phil's pov~
Dan seemed lost in thought as I first spoke to him. I'd been contemplating in my mind if I should ask or just cuddle up to him, but it seemed kind of weird to just throw myself against him. It never used to be though. "Come here" he said without hesitation and reached his arm out for me to cuddle into his side, he put his left arm around me as he used his other to pull my blanket over the both of us. "You don't even need to ask" He stated as he gave my shoulder a reasuring squeeze. I knew that. He's still my best friend. He doesn't find me annoying, he doesn't hate me. I'm not alone. I'm okay.
~Dan's pov~
Phil cuddled into my side and put his arms around me. Soon after I heard him let out a sigh of content. I hope that means he's okay.
We spent most of the day like that, just watching old Disney movies, close together in the warmth of the blanket. As the night fell I moved my hand to Phil's hair, quietly running my fingers through his soft locks as I felt his breathing slow down to almost sleeping. I should ask him if we're fine. If he's doing alright. But I didn't want to disturb him, it was just so silent and comfortable right now. But I need to just make sure...
~Phil's pov~
Just as I was about to fall asleep in the comfortable safety of Dan's arms, him running his fingers through my hair making me wish I could purr like a content cat. I felt him breath in before asking a question that really just needed a one-worded answere, but still it both asked and answered all the questions that'd layed between us all day.
Okay?
Okay.
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A/n:
Hey, I really hope you like this second part :)
And yes, I had to put a Tfios referense in there, Okay? Okay.
And I just did it again, I'm sorry about that, haha xD
Hope you have an awsome day and HAPPY NEW YEAR! :D
May the odds be ever in your favour!
Goodbye!
-Anni
