Crazier Things

She spends her whole life, missing a part of her...

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Y/n was a pretty, cute, smart, girl who a lot of people admired. She works at a Cafe in New York City, and she doesn't have a boyfriend. Everything was perfect, then he came in her life...

One night, her best friend, Mina, invited her to go to a bar, and being her best-friend, she agreed. She never goes to those places, thinking they were not proper. That night, she wore a red dress that complimented her skinny hourglass figure while her friend was wearing a similar dress but it was black. Both of the dresses had no sleeves and looked professional but appealing at the same time (which y/n liked because she didn't want to look like one of those girl players). 

Mina leads y/n through the crowds of sweaty people that were dancing and enjoying their time on the dance floor and they both finally reached the seating place. Both of the girls sat on the chairs, and she notices two boys sitting right next to them. Y/n ignored them, even though they looked rather appealing and handsome, and proceeded to order apple juice while her best-friend, Mina, ordered some red wine. After a while of talking, Mina tells y/n that she is going to the dance floor and invited y/n. Y/n being y/n, she declined the offer and told Mina to enjoy her time, Mina then proceeded to continue to the dance floor and was soon swallowed up by the big crowd of dancers. 

Y/n sat there awkwardly alone. Then suddenly, a voice speaks up. "Hi, my name is Yuta!" Y/n's head turns to her left, surprised. "Oh hi, my name is y/n..." Her cheeks flushed red as she made eye contact with him, while she felt thousands of butterflies in her stomach. Her heart was pounding out her chest and she swears that he could hear it. "So, what do you do for a living?" "Oh, I work at a Cafe not far away from here, it's on xxxxx street." Yuta nods. The rest of the night, both of them were engulfed in each-other's eyes and the conversation continued for a few more hours til Mina dragged y/n home.

Yuta had stopped by the Cafe the next day, and from that day on, both of them were dating. Y/n thought it was love at first sight, and Yuta had thought that too.

A week goes by and both of them are dating each-other happily, but y/n cannot shake off the feeling that she will lose Yuta someday... She didn't know why but she just felt like this love is too good to last. 

Two weeks had now passed and strolling around the city after work. Yuta told her they were going on a date, and so they would meet at this restaurant. She smiled as she remembered that Yuta promised her on the phone that they would love each-other forever and always. The date was very sweet and y/n loved it, both of them had shared a kiss too,reminding her of the first kiss they shared last week (a.k.a their first date), but Yuta kinda drank too much wine and ended up getting drunk. After the date, Yuta was spitting out weird words while y/n was trying her best to help him walk back to his hotel. She knew he was a K-Pop Idol and he would leave sooner or later, but it was love, and love can make you go blind. She knew somehow that someday, this would hurt cause she could never let him go. All of a sudden, Yuta spitted out some words that stabbed y/n in the heart...

"I thought I loved you y/n, that night at that bar..."

Her vision was now blurry from the tears that were threatening to fall any second. And so, she tried her best not to cry. She blinked a few times but it only made it worse and soon enough, her tears were streaming down her cheeks uncontrollably. She was now in the lobby of the hotel Yuta stayed at and proceeded to ask the guy at the front desk to guide Yuta to his room. The guy gave y/n a weird look, probably because she was sobbing, but he ignored it. Yuta, being famous, so the assistant knew Yuta's room and y/n parted ways with both of the men. 

That night, y/n didn't sleep very well. The person she thought was her love at first sight didn't really love her... She could feel her heart bleed, and she hated that she had put herself into this situation. Why did she give he heart away so easily? Why did she not realize that dating a guy she barely met might have been harmful because that's what playboys do? Maybe it was because he was drunk...Nothing else...

The next day went by very fast and Yuta was suppose to walk y/n home by now, but he hasn't showed up to the Cafe yet. All of the workers had went home including the manager and she felt worried with every minute ticking by. Y/n waited and waited, but Yuta didn't show up. She decided to turn back on her phone (she turns it off so she won't get distracted at work) and found a new message from Yuta that was sent an hour ago...

Yuta❤: I'm so sorry y/n, but I'm getting ready to board the plane now, back to South Korea... Sorry I didn't tell you sooner, our other group had finished promoting sooner than we thought and this was a surprise to me and the other members. I'm so sorry for lying to you, I thought I loved you that night at the bar, but I guess that was either lust or a small crush. I'am so sorry... Stay save, until we meet again...

-You have blocked Yuta❤ (xxx-xxx-xxxx)-

Y/n just couldn't bare to keep his number in her phone anymore... She felt hurt and betrayed... She felt stupid for thinking that the words he told her the night before was only because he was drunk... 

After that day, she cared for her heart deeply... She didn't give it away as easily as she did in the past... Yuta would always cross her mind at least once a day, and she hated it. Every-day, she lived with her other part missing... the other part of her heart... that Yuta had taken back to South-Korea with him... She always comes across news that Yuta was dating someone different almost daily online (much to her dislike) and she regretted giving her heart away to a player... Every night, she wakes up at night, feeling aching in her bones, feeling lonely. But she spends her whole life, hoping his heart is free, that she made the right decision, to let him go and not chase him. She wishes that he is happy without her, even though she lives her whole life, missing a part of her heart... Even though pain still lingers in her heart, she hopes he is well.