Can you fix me(Malum)

Chapter 1

Michaels pov:
DARE ME TO JUMP OFF OF THIS JERSEY BRIDGE I BET YOU NEVER HAD A FRIDAY NIGHT LIKE THIS. I slammed my hand down on my alarm clock shutting down the king for a day music. I groaned as I rolled over careful of my bruises. Images of yesterday flood through my head images of being humiliated,laughed at,and beaten. Hot tears roll down my face as I get ready for another day at the hell hole. I step out of my shower wincing when I see myself in the mirror. I looked at the clock and realized I was gonna be late if I didn't hurry the fuck up. I quickly threw on a cream sweater,black skinny jeans and a gray beanie. I rushed downstairs to get my bag off the counter skipping breakfast because I'm fat enough. I ran to the bus stop plugging in my earbuds as the bus pulled up in front of me. I got on and walked slowly to the back of the bus as paper airplanes hit the back of my head .

I sat down in my usual seat near the window listening to blink 182. The bus soon rolled to a stop, I put my earbuds into my backpack along with my phone groaning as I saw my bullies calum, and Ashton. I smiled happily as my best friend,luke,ran to me. I gave him a weary smile as he buried his head into my neck "fags" someone called out luke looked up at me with I watery smile. I quickly wiped his tears as I whispered into his ear, "it's ok there just jealous that your such an amazing person" "thanks mikey"he said . I was about to answer but the bell rang signaling that we have 5 mins to get to class. "C'mon lukey" I grabbed his wrist dand pulled him to his locker. We got our stuff and went to our first period class.

I signed as my teacher, mrs bell, walked into the classroom. "Alright class we are gonna be taking a trip and I will choose the partners. I blushed slightly as she winked at me, she was the only one who knew I liked calum, my bully, but that was before I found out what a huge jerk he was. Now I hate his guts. I waited till I heard my name and groaned as I was paired with calum. "Shit"I mumbled. Finally the bell rang, I darted to my locker only for it to be slammed in my face. I quickly opened my locker again knowing looking back would get me another bruise. I put my stuff into my locker going to the rest if the classes which I didn't have with calum thank god! As lunch neared I found luke and got in line looking to see what tey had for lunch. I grinned when they put pizza on my tray. Me and luke slowly walked through the many feet that were trying to trip us. We sat down at our usual table and ate. "So how are things with Ashton?" I asked luke. He blushed. Incase you haven't figured luke is in love with Ashton and has been since second grade.

"Mikey you know he would never go for someone like me" "luke hemming started , ring ring the bell interrupting me once again. "cmon let's go" we both put our trays up and walked our separate ways. I sighted as I walked to the locker room. As we started undressing calum and Ashton started making backs against the wall comments towards me. As I turned to look at calum I saw something in his eyes regret maybe? Nah, he would never regret anything. It's his fault we aren't friends anyway. yes we were friends at one time. It was my first day at this school, I has just moved here. I walked into the classroom and they all started laughing at me. Mrs bell smiled at me "class this is Michael he is new so be nice" "why don't u take a seat next to luke dear?" The little boy with blue eyes and blond hair raised his hair shyly. "Hi my names Michael and I'm 5" I said to the little boy " hi Michael I'm luke and I'm 5 to". We Immediately became best friends. The bell rang for recess and I pulled luke along "c'mon luke let's go play" "I can't I have to make up a test" "ok I'll meet you when your done" I walked outside and went to the swings jake, a little boy woth black hair, pushed me off of the swing and I started. " Hey why don't you pick on someone ur own size jake?" A pretty boy with brown hair and eyes said. He helped me up and said "hi I'm calum do you want to be friends?"

And that's how me and calum became friends. We were best friends for 8 years, till stupid me had to kiss him. " hey cal" I said cheery as we walked up to my room. "So what did u have to talk to me about? He asked. "Umm I think I'm g-gay " i closed my eyes waiting for him to hit me but he didn't. "It's ok mikey I don't care." O-o-ok can I try something?" "Of course u can mikey!" I slowly leaned in and kissed him. He turned pale and ran out of my room "wait cal, cal come back. "I broke down in tears and that was the first time I cut myself. The coaches whistle threw me out of my trance. "To busy dreaming gay boy?" Calum smirked as he ran past me. What a wonderful day this has turned out to be.