I made an unspoken vow for commitment, love, and trust
But somehow I broke it because of lust
Everything seemed perfect
But now, life seems worthless
What am I living for?
I ask myself this, as I lay dying on the floor
Every breath I take hurts
Every tear brings memories that burn
I think of how life could be
But now my worst fears are reality
I try and try, I fail and I fail again
This has been my life since I was 10
When will I be able to not mess up my own dreams?
That's what the inside of me screams
I know I will never be able to love someone truly
Because of the voices inside of me
I keep hurting the people I love, including myself
Maybe I'm not supposed to be with someone else
Now I know, there is no way, no how
I can fix this broken vow
