Will Be Rewritten|kuro X Lev

c h a p t e r o n e

Lev's pov;

It was the end of school during practicre, and i was currently praticing with inouka and fukugana(i love that boy). As i was practing i felt down, i wasnt as good as the others and always mess up...and the only reason im even on the starting line up is because im tall! which isn't even fair to inouka, because he's an amazing player who got benched just because of my heigh. Dont get me wrong i love being able to play but it just doesnt seem fair since i'm not as near as good as the others...

I decided to go and talk to kuro maybe he'll make me feel better. I will admit, I have a small crush on my upper-classman but honselty who wouldn't? Well poeple other then lebsains they obviously wouldnt find him hot since their into girls.

"Kuro!"

"Yes?"

"Am I getting any better?"

"Hopefully"

That didnt help my thoughts and i feel a pout form on my face. That wasn't an answer i was hoping for not close at all, he lets out a sigh before speaking again

"One day youll be a good player"

That made me feel even worse! One day?! So the only reason im not the team is for my height and i had inouka a player who deserved to be on the starting line up benched just so i can hopefully one day be a good player?!

I don't show my anger i got from his answer, he doesnt know the reason i asked so and even if he did the only person i can be mad at is me. I just give him a bigger pout, actaully when i think about it he's not even answering my question! So I walk away to inouka hearing kuroo say 'I thought that was motivationally' yea sure that was totally motivationly, motivationly for me to feel even worse!

Once i reach inouka, i start to practice with him to distract myself. I can feel kuro's eyes on us, or mostly me i think i'm not to sure. I wouldn't even have noticed if i didn't see him from the corner of my when i was digging up a ball.

I ingored him and gave all my attention back to the task i was doing. I did a amazinly fast run an dive to the floor receiving the ball that was about to touch the crout on the oppsite side of me. I saw inouka whine when the ball went back into the air from me digging it up, but i couldn't help but wonder, why the hell can't i do revices like that all the time? Why do i only get good plays during practice? I know i can do the moves and have the speed an strength for it so what can't i do it?!

We soon enough go back to practing and i see kuro coming over to use when we started to do blocks. I already knew why, i kept messing up surprise surprise!

"Lev!"

"What?"

"Wrong way"

Again i feel myself pout, and feel even worse inside..i just want to get better i want to be a player that deserves to be on the crout for more then just height! And what makes it worse is the fact that this is the fith time someones came up to tell im doing my blocks wrong today.... He shakes his head smiling an walks beside me, which makes me feel alittle better. I like seeing him smile (even if he looks creepy-) but i tilt my head to the side slightly and his cheeks become I slightly pick color, i want to say blush but i know good and well he doesn't like me. He wouldn't like me in a millon years

"Put your arms straight you need to lean forward more"

"Like this?" I put my arms above my head an lean forward like he said to

"Yep remember to focus putting power at your fingertips"

"Why?"

"So you don't get blown back"