gabboi haoegh

buhye

Overwhelmed overworked overpaid
I'm on top of the world, sittin' pretty on a stack
But the static still cracks in my veins
At the bottom of the universe, I'm feelin' all the weight

People die for this
People lie for this
People suck and fuck some guy for this

Pay the toll for this
Sell their soul for this
Play the part but what's my role in this?
I'm not built for this
All the guilt of this
And I don't think I can deal with this

I'm too old for this
Gonna fold from this
People starvin'

People love that I hate myself
Yeah, they love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
People love that I hate myself
I climbed out of my head
And watched myself implode
A thought without a body
Ought to be the shot to take a load off
My brain is poisoned
And I'm searching for the antidote
But every time I find it
My defenses scream "oh, no you don't!"
Woah
But it's fine
No, really I'm fine
It's just a matter of time
You'll lose your mind
And not be fine from time to time