Love

Part 4

We just kissed and you have a girlfriend my best friend which means you just cheated on her with me.which makes this awkward to ask but what did that kiss mean.what is an pity kiss a in the moment kiss or a real kiss.well let me think I really like you do it was a real kiss . But I'm the ugliest girl in the whole 12 grade. actually your really pretty but what are we going to do about it are you going to ask me out or something well I don't know I might break up with hana.I knew he just wanted to get laid. so I went and told my bff hana and she said that I was jelly because was dating him. so I did every thing I could so she could find out the truth but it just brought them closer together.she said I was being stupid and stuburn because every one knew I use to like him. I tried and tried but she just hated me more.but after a while we became friends again I left every time Jose showed his ugly ass face up.she alway wanted me and him to be friends but she knew it was impossible because I used to like him. but sometime I could resist his good humor,or his handsome face which made me faint.but she didn't know that
But the part that really made me angry is thank she knew I liked him and she she went out with him. I told her that I liked him when we were in 6th grade. while she said he is so fucking ugly but life still goes on I tried to forget about him but every time I just felt like crying😭😭😭😭 . It all hurt me so much seeing them be so happy. One day I couldn't take it anymore I cried all lunch period until one guy noticed Jorge 😏.He was so nice to me so caring. One day hana my bff called me over and she was with Jose and they were asking me all this type of shit and then they kissed right in front of me. I almost fainted Jorge just happed to be at his locker and saw my reaction he grabbed me by the hips and said hi sweetie pretending he was my boyfriend trying to get me away from them kissing their ass of.He asked me do you want to get out of here before hana could say anything or ask any questions.but I did say anything and he grabbed my hand and pulled me out.