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anger issues

so like hi how are you guys... i might stop writing in this book idrk. but anyways i hope y'all are doing good.

mattias pov
i sit at the bar counter, drink in hand, staring off into space. me and kairi had another fight and it's all my fault. he smelled different so i thought he was cheating but really he just got new laundry detergent and soap. i feel so fucking stupid, like i should've known.

i looked at the drink in my hand and drank the remainder of what there was and hopped off the stool. i payed the man and headed out of the bar. i got into my car and started my drive home. (AN: DO NOT DRINK AND DRIVE NO MATTER HOW MANY DRINKS YOUVE HAD)

after a few minutes i pulled into our driveway, i turned the engine off and got out of the car. i let out a sigh and started my way up too the house. i opened the door too be met with a sad kairi. he had tears down his face, red puffy eyes, and he was sobbing.

when he saw me close the door, he got off the couch and ran too me. i caught him in my arms and picked him up while he wrapped his legs around my torso, put his head in the crook of my neck, and arms around my shoulders, while i put my hands under his thighs too keep him up.

he started sobbing again into the crook of my neck, the tears falling uncontrollably. i put my arms under his butt while i played with his hair with the other trying too calm him down. "shh baby, i'm right here. i'm okay, ok?" i told him in a hushed tone. "i was so scared, i'm so sorry i didn't mean to make you mad." he started sobbing again.

i brought us over too the couch and sat down while he was still in my lap, holding onto me as if if he were to let go i would leave. "baby look at me please." i pleaded. he lifted his head and i wiped his tears with my hands. "i should have never yelled at you, i lost my temper and i was scared of losing you okay? i was scared half to death that you didn't love me anymore and i was losing the best thing i have." i said as i started too cry. kairi looked at me and hugged me like his life depended on it. "baby i'm not ever leaving and i love you more than life itself." he said while pulling away. i looked up at him and sniffled. "promise?" i asked. "always." and then he leaned in and we kissed.

it was passionate and full of love, something we both needed after all of this. we pulled away and we went upstairs too take a shower. we got in and cleaned each other, then we got dressed and got into bed. i laid down and kairi laid his head on my chest with his arm around my waist while my arm playing with his hair.

"you know what?" he asked. "what's that bubs?" continuing playing with his hair. "i would never leave you bc leaving you would hurt a lot more then you leaving me." he said. i lifted his chin with my fingers and and kissed his lips. "and you don't have too worry about that." i said while going back too playing with his hair. and after a few minutes darkness consumed us and we fell asleep in the arms of eachother.

hey guyssssss i'm back sorry i haven't updated ik i suck LMAO but anyways enjoy this.