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Chapter 5

*sorry I haven't written in a while. A lots still going on, but it's slowly getting better I think. Well I hope you enjoy the story. Please comment and let me know what you think. I feel like nobody's actually reading this, and that sucks, so if you could comment or hit the vote button thingey, I would really appreciate it.*

* WARNING: INVOLVES SELF-HARM IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO SKIP THAT PART SKIP TO THE SECOND CHAPTER.*

She walked away to her and Liam's room to gather her close and a towel, buts that's not all he got. She walked over to her closet and reached under everything where she knew nobody would ever look and pulled out her old friend,her blade. She hasn't even thought of it in 5 or 6 months. She hid it and ran to the bath room and shut the door. As soon as she got the water as worm as she wanted she hopped in. She looked at her oldest friend one more time before she slid it across her wrist. She cut until her arm was covered in blood. Niall had been proud of her over the last few months, but won't be after this. She just couldn't handle it all, it was to much.

Niall knew something was wrong, he could feel that is was, but he let it go he wanted to believe that she wouldn't cut anymore.he stayed up half the night worrying about her. He told Liam to keep an eye one her and he promised he would. They got the week off after the 'talk', which Becca was happy about, well as happy as she's able to be right now. She wouldn't talk to anybody at all. The day she said something to anybody she found out she was pregnant with Liam's child, but that was also the day she knew she had to brake up with him braking his heart along with her own.

"Liam we need to talk" se said walking in into the living room where she found all five boys looking back at her worriedly. "Sure baby what is it." Liam asked his voice so soft and caring. He was so happy to finally talk to her again. She's been distant ever seance her and Simon talked. All the boys have noticed, but the didn't want to bring it up. "Can we talk in private?" She asked not wanting to do it I front of her friends. "I've got to help the boys finish this. Sorry baby, and you've never had a problem talk to me in front of them before. Come on baby what is it" Liam asked picking up a pice of paper and signing it. Becca looked to the ground not being able to look at him while doing this. She also had to will the tears in her eyes away. She couldn't let anybody see her cry, she couldn't handle blowing her cover like that. She took a deep breath then said "we need to brake up. I never really loved you in the first place. I think it would help me a lot if I didn't have to pretend anymore. I'm sorry if you actually thought I did and I'm sorry if I hurt you or whatever, but I thought you should know." Becca thought she was gonna brake down in tears right there, but she hates crying, especially in front of people, so she stopped herself.

"Are you serious" Liam asked. That's all he could say as a tear fell down his face. She finally worked up the courage to look up at him when she she spoke. "Drop dead serious Liam" she spoke. "Is there anything I can do to change your mind. You name it and I'll do it." He said frantically. Like he's a little kid trying to get his favorite pet to wake up after they find it dead. "Didn't you hear me I don't love you. I never did." "Then why did you date me. Why did you do any of it?" "Because I wanted to become a singer. I knew that dating you would land me a contract, and now that I have one I don't need him." She knew that if she stayed any longer she be a sobbing mess in front of them. She looked at all the boys with a shocked expression on his face until she landed on Liam. He had tears streaming down his face. She's never seen him so hurt before and it killed her to know that she's the reason he's like that. "Goodbye Liam" she whispered. She turned as her eyes filled with tears hopping to get out of the room before they started to fall. Of course that didn't work out. A tear fell from her eye right before she left the room. All the boys were comforting Liam, so she doesn't think any of them saw it. But to her dismay one of them did.