Chapter 21

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WARNING: THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS SEXUAL CONTENT! :) 

Songs I listened to while writing this chapter: Gods and Monsters // Lana Del Rey, Let It Go (Ghost Loft Remix) // The Neighbourhood, All Night Longer // Sammy Adams 

Autumn's POV

"I'm in need of a drink, it's been too long." Niall complains while we are all back on the bus. Harry and I are going to get dropped off at his hotel and the rest of the guys are going out. 

"It's only been two days." Liam replies and we all laugh. 

"You should come out with us, you losers." Louis says jokingly to Harry and I. 

"Nah, not tonight. Besides, I've got company." Harry smirks.

"Ah, gotchya." Louis winks and I cover my face to hide my blushing, causing them to laugh. They all know what's been going on with Harry and I and I wonder if he does this often. Casually fools around with a particular girl for a while and then moves on, but he honestly doesn't seem like the type. Not that it really matters anyway since we aren't really anything more.

Harry pulls me closer to his side and whispers closely to my ear, "I can't wait to have you to myself tonight." His low tone sends shivers down my spine. 

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We get dropped off at the hotel and walk into the elevator, luckily there's no one around to see us and have another incident like last time. As soon as the elevator doors close, Harry pulls me close to him and kisses my neck softly but eagerly and I let out a small laugh. I place my hand on his cheek and direct his lips to meet mine and his hand wanders all over my body. The elevator reaches our floor and Harry grabs my hand, forcing me to walk as fast as him to his suite. 

"Someone's eager." I joke, laughing as we enter and he shuts the door. He laughs a little then closes the space between us and our lips connect. We help ourselves to the alcohol at the mini bar and at this point we are both typsy. As our kissing intensifies, I let out a small sigh through the kiss. Harry's hands slide down my back and reach my bottom where he squeezes as we back up against a wall and I grind my hips on his making him bite his lip.

"You look so beautiful tonight. I couldn't wait to get you back here." He says. "But I think those clothes would look a lot better on the floor." 

"Then you should probably find out." I say then kiss his neck and he lifts my top over my head. I unbutton my jeans, slide them down, then kick them to the side leaving me in only my bra and thong. Harry steps back and admires my body and I smile slightly. He sits down, sloppily because of the drinks, on the large bed and pulls me by my waist  to him then runs his hands up my sides. I feel the dizziness from the vodka kicking in and I kneel down in front of him slowly and he watches me intently as I unbutton his jeans. The alcohol causes my inhibitions to be a lot lower than usual and all I'm focused on is Harry, just wanting him. He helps me slide his jeans off, revealing his black Calvin Klein boxers which, by the way, look great on him and I can see that there is a definite bulge underneath. I massage over the bulge and lean up to connect our lips and he kisses me eagerly. The kiss feels more passionate than usual due to our intoxication. I slide down his boxers and move my hand up and down his legnth.

I lean my head down, but he stops me.

"A-Autumn." He stutters, making it seem as though it is hard for him to make me stop. I look up at him sitting above me.

"It's just.... You're drunk ann I don't wannyyou to do anything you're not comfortable with just because you think you have to." He slurs his words and I find it amazing how he is thinking about my personal comfort even in his drunken state. 

"What do you mean?" I ask confused. It's not like we haven't already done stuff before, maybe he is just drunker than I thought and doesn't know what he's saying.

"Have you ever done what you're about to do before?" Now I get what he meant. I become slightly embarassed to admit that I haven't, but I won't lie about it. 

"Well, no... But, It's okay." I assure him.

"Are you positive, darling?" He asks once more with a concerned look on his face that warms my heart. 

I nod before slowly and cautiously taking the tip of his legnth into my mouth. I've really only ever slept with one other guy besides Harry and I'm pretty unexperienced when it comes to everything else. I move my head up and down slowly and tighten my lips. 

"Good baby, now go deeper." Harry instucts and I do as I'm told. I take in his full legnth and feel it in the back of my throat and almost cough a little. "Not that deep." He tells me, "Only as much as you can." I become embarassed, but he doesn't seem to think anything of it which is a little more comforting. I take in as much as I can and move my head up and down slowly and I hear Harry's soft moans as he watches.

I wrap my hand around and continue faster and more passionately, hollowing my cheeks around his member. His breathing is heavier and his moans louder and more frequent, ecouraging me to keep goiing.

"You're doing amazing baby, don't stop." He breathes out heavily. I continue for a few minutes, trying my hardest to please him and he tells me how amazing it feels. 

"Fuck Autumn, I'm so close." He moans out and I look up at him as I continue giving him head. Moments later, Harry's moans become louder and his breathing heavier, he rolls his head back as he releases and the warmth fills my mouth. I'm not sure what to do as this is my first time doing this.

"You don't have to swallow baby, it's okay." I do it anyway, I assume it would be a bit insulting if I didn't. I don't know, I'm new to this. He looks surprised in an impressed way which makes me giggle slightly. 

"That was better than I've ever had and it was you're first time?" He asks, surprised and I blush and push him back on the bed laying down next to him. 

"Yup, believe it or not it was." I tell him, still blushing. 

He pulls me into his chest and leans in to kiss me, but I stop him. "Wait. You don't want to kiss me after..." He interupts me and kisses me anyway. 

"It's cute when you blush." He smiles and I lean my head against his warm chest. 

"That must be why you all love to embarass me." I joke, not falling for his charming ways and he laughs.

"Maybe, but I think I'll keep you around for a while." He runs his hand up and down my back gently.

"Oh you will? And do I have any say in that?" 

"Of course... You can say yes." He grins.

"Okay fine, I'd love to continue to fool around 'for a while'" I laugh.

"Maybe for more as well." He says quieter and I'm not sure if I heard him correctly so I don't comment on it.

a/n: Okay so this chapter was more... R rated than usual, but please let me know if you liked it! Thanks so much for reading :) :**

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