Dear diary,
Today wasn't a good day. Neither was any other day. I have eczema, and it itches and burns. I've been hallucinating because of lack of sleep and I have social anxiety. I feel like throwing up even though I'm definitely not full. I feel like I mean nothing. My mental health is not good at all. I need so much help, but I can't ask my family or friends.
But some good parts about today were that I got to go to my grandma's house, and we're going shopping tomorrow. Honestly, I'm not the person to like shopping for clothes, I just like shopping for candy and food and stuff.
But, I haven't been motivated to do anything. I like drawing, but I haven't done that in a while. And I think I have insomnia. I'm afraid of being alone and I'm afraid of loud noises. I also had to turn on a light to stop most of the hallucinations. I don't know what to do about any of this, but if you know anything that could help, please tell me. I'm tired of being like this.
Alright, goodbye, see you in the next Diary entry.
Sorry that this entry was so short, I just don't like doing one thing for too long.
