Stylist Noona~

Chapter 26 [END]

A/N: I started this when I was in college. And I'm working for 5 years now. xD I forgot how this story goes and went by on my head. So I know this ending will be different from what I have in mind back then. Reading the other chapters made me think of my younger self. I was so cheerful back then. I saw how I mature in some of the chapters and my writing improved. And, really, that's just what keeps me from not deleting this story. And honestly, this is meaningful to me. It brings back so many memories and how I am crazy about EXO. Back then, we call ourselves Exotics yalls lmao. Just sharing, I am a Baekhyun biased but Kai keeps wrecking my heart so I made this story.  I know many can relate.

I am happy I am finally finishing this. I got all the time now. I'm apologizing in advance if there are topics and characters that I don't touch anymore. This will solely focus on Kai and Hana. I know nobody will read this, but just in case you are, this is for all the wonderful memories EXO has given me and for all the readers who I've disappointed with the non-update. Thank you. <3 

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HANA

So... after a looooong time of debating and rescheduling... I really went home. The day after our first year anniversary. It feels like forever already without my prince and all the guys though it's only been 3 months.

It's been 3 months since I last hugged my prince. Since I last saw that cheeky smile in person, since I touched his face and since we've laughed and cried together. 

Since the last time I talked to him.

He promised me that we will facetime every single day even though his schedule is packed. Even when I know that wasn't possible, I believed him because he keeps on insisting and promising that. Maybe I was a fool to believe someone like him will really be committed to someone like me. I mean I'm just me, and he's Kai.

I've been distracting myself at work. Any chance I get to work for longer hours I grab it. The busier I get the less I think about him. But... like that is possible? How can I even forget just a second of what I had with him. I really thought there's something special with us. With the way he looked at me, the way he held me, the way his words hits my very soul.

Guess I was wrong... I am not his princess... I will always just be the stylist noona.

"Hey, you've been staring at that window for a good 10 minutes already, Hana. Is there anything fascinating there?" Jam, my coworker asked me. She was my superior and she knows my heart is broken, but she doesn't know who. "That guy has really took a toll on you, yes?" she added.

"I'm just playing possible scenarios why that guy left me." I told her with the most convincing smile I had. Nobody will believe that smile but I'll try anyway. 

"Uhmm... actually, he didn't leave you. You did, remember?" she teasingly told me.

Ah yes, I did. I was actually the one who did. But that's just physical. He abandoned my heart.

"Yeah, actually it's all my fault. I won't blame anyone for it." I told her. Lately, that's what I keep saying to myself too. It isn't his fault, it was my fault.

But that's bullshit. I will not excuse him just because I love him. Love. Do we still love each other? I know I still do. I wonder if it's the same for him. Of course not, why would he not contact me if he still do. 

My everyday includes these series of debates. Frankly, this would hurt less if I know what's going on. But neither Meili or my dad is telling me something. And I don't know if I should believe them but I just do. I'm really running out of reasons or excuses here.