her last hope

chapter 1:jump

She stood there for a while watching the world from the rooftop,tears rolling down her cheeks but her hand too heavy to wipe them.
Everything she had been through crawled into her memory box like an an unwanted bug in the coldness.

People wanting to die don't pray but for some reason she did, she prayed to be watched over, she prayed to get what she wanted.
"Morgan, what are you doing!" That voice got her out of her thoughts

Neal

She thought getting up from the equating position she didn't know she was in.

There was a whole crowd at the base of the building when she looked down

When did they get here? She though

"Morgan please come down, we can talk about this, please Morgan don't do this" But she didn't want to talk, they had talked already and that was that, decisions had been made and there was no going back

"We have already talked Neal, just leave me alone"
"You really wanna die?"
"What do you think,huh!"
"Morgan please come down, I'll comeback to you, we'll get married if you want just please dont kill yourself" he spoke, concern and fear clear in his voice, his head was twirling and he blamed himself for this but running up would leave no one to distract her from the mattresses being laid at the bottom of the building.

"Do you know how many taller buildings are in this city, Neal? If I wanted to die I would have gone there but no, stupid me is just hoping to lose my memory and forget about everything every single thing"
"Why Morgan!"he said more to himself than to her before he spoke up again,"i'll come to you just please"
Calmly like the world was finally settling in her head,"I'd love that,Neal"and as if to wipe the smile and comfort coming to his face, she went on,"but i can't deprive you of your happiness baby, the girl lying to you and cheating on you with your best friend makes you happier then me and that's okay, I can't do that to either of you. Goodbye Neal"

Satisfaction settled on his mind, not for what she said, that stung like hell but the mattresses had been laid and he waited no more,"fine, you want to jump,Morgan, jump, but none of it is on me, okay"
Heart race and fear swept through the crowd and although there was safety they still hoped she did not jump,

The men trying to open the door to the building top finally got it open but she was nowhere to be seen. Neal ran to the stairs up to the top the moment she turned around and backed away from the edge, calmness stealing its way to his soul but fear still evident in his eyes.

"Mor...," he stopped in his tracks looking for her but she wasn't there,the thick fear in his eyes started to turn into anger then he grabbed the stout man's collar and shook him like tomorrow never came. Venom was in his voice when he spoke,"Where the hell is she? Where is she, damnit!"
Shaking and sweating at 20 degrees he replied afraid of the reward for his silence,"I...I don't know,she wasn't here when we opened the door, we thought she jumped,please calm down"

Reality y hit him hard when he looked back to the edge,"of course she is smart," he thought out loud before walking away from the others

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