MY HEART IT BEATS,BEATS FOR ONLY YOU

It was my first day here in Roheste Town. Bye La Villa. My parents Jennifer and Jamer Larsen surprisingly bought new house. A cool one. There’s a front and back porch. Exact large patio. This is extravagant. My school is just at the next street from our house. Walking distance. Amicable students. Scary groaning teachers. A La Mode mean girls. Big fat thin students bullyer. Gothics secretly kissing at the lockers. Gangsters hiding ang painting their hoodname at the school’s backyard. Cheerleaders flirt with their baseball player boyfriends. Nerdy geeks. Some geeks are swaggie and hot. Brainy girls. School’s heartthrob. Everything you think about school are here in Roheste. And this will be hard for me to adjust.

          I met new spontaneous friends Laura Benoist and Allison Kassyc. the brainies too but not nerdies. Also,a cute guy named Eric Chrown.

          Eric is benevolent,sweet,protective even he is just a friend of mine. I always noticed he is staring at me even I only talk. But I don’t feel anything. Just a friend. Because,I have a sick. A sick called ‘Alexithymia’ which means, ‘a person who has a difficulty in describing the feelings of others’. Yeah,I don’t know what someone else’s feelings for me. I never felt any love. Not by actions or words. I am certainly born as a dumb girl. Maybe I only need to accept it. I had boyfriends but they easily broke up with me,after saying ‘’I did everything to make you happy…but its like,its just nothing..’’. Really. I am sick. I don’t know how to make them happy. I don’t know what to do to show my love for them. I don’t know how to love. I don’t know what is the answer to solve my problem.

          Dogdays of summer. No classes. September is the happiest month of my life ever. But im gonna miss my amigos surely.

‘’bye Jessica.’’ Laura said and hug me tightly.

‘’see you next school year. Oh,we are college then.’’ Allison spoke.

I nodded,woefully.’’yeah. New batch of friends.’’I replied.

‘’so,we are leaving.’’ Laura mumbled.

I opened the door and we go out our house,stay at the front porch.’’bye guys.’’and I hug them both. Until they enter their own cars and vanished at the end of the street.

          I enter the house back again. Eat my snack at my room and play a rock Paramore songs. Jump on my bed afterwards and take a snooze. Mom screamed my name downstairs,exactly the songs finished. I didn’t even saw my dreams. I deadbeatly go downstairs.

‘’what?’’

‘’you have a mate outside.’’she answered while marinating the meat for tonight’s dinner.

I opened the door and captively saw Eric. Standing with masculine stance.’’hi.’’he greeted,with demurity.

I smiled.’’hey,why you are here?’’

‘’I just want to invite you.’’

‘’for?’’

‘’just… come with me.’’

I frowned.’’where?’’

‘’just come with me.’’he badgered nervously. Don’t worry,I will not get irritated by your answer and punch you Eric.

‘’wait here.. you want to come in?’’

He shook his head.

‘’okay. Just sit there and wait for me here.’’and I enter the house.

‘’who is it?’’dad asked,keenly.

‘’Eric,my classmate.’’

He smiled,mom also smiled.’’who admire you.’’