He's my Superstar

23

SKY'S

Today's my concert. My album got released three days ago. At nag hit ito agad. 

Hindi ko magawang ma-enjoy knowing that Kesha won't be here. Kung kailan nandito na ako... I won't be here if it's not because of her. If she did not pushed me enough... I will never be this brave... if it's not for her. I miss her so damn much.

I wish I can see her in the crowd, smiling while watching me performing... for her, for the world. But this is just me, having wishful thinking.

Wait for me, my love. Babawi ako sayo...

Natapos ang pag iisip ko nang dumating si Monica at kinausap ako. Nasa dressing room na ako ngayon. We are three hours early para hindi makasabay sa pagdating ng fans mamaya.

"Goodluck, later. I will be here, supporting you. I'll cheer you on stage." She happily said to me.

"It's okay. You can go home, though." I coldly said. I was a bit harsh, but I know she knew something about all of these. Kung wala man siyang alam, sana man lang may ginawa siya regarding sa girlfriend thing na iyon.

Pero ayoko na siyang sisihin dahil may mali rin ako. Pumayag ako in the first place.

Hindi ko na siya pinansin pa. Mayamaya pa ay dumating na sila Mico.

"I can't believe na nandito ka na! Iba ka na, bro!" Sabi ni Mico.

"Goodluck, later! Papatawanin ka namin habang nagpeperform ka." Biro ni Lance.

I laughed softly. "Thanks sa support, mga brother!"

"Nakasalubong namin si Monica. Mukhang badtrip nga, eh." Sabi ni Cedrick.

Naikwento ko na sa kanila last week pati yung about kay Monica. Pati sila nagtataka, kung bakit biglaan ang pagbabalik niya.

I just shrugged.

"Hey, wag ka munang masyadong mag-isip about kay Kesh. Dedicate this to her instead, kahit hindi man niya mapanood." Sabi ni Lance.

"Oo, tama. Teka, may balita ka ba, Psalm kung pupunta sila?" Tanong ni Mico kay Psalm.

"Hmm, walang nasabi si Yana, eh. Okay na kami pero, alam niyo na... I respect Kuya Sky and Ate Kesh' privacy kaya hindi na ako nagtanong tungkol doon." Sagot ni Psalm.

I tapped his shoulder and said, "Thank you."  Hanga talaga ako sa isang 'to.

At 4pm, pinalabas na sila para maayusan na ako. My concert starts at 6pm kasi.

At 6:15pm, I am ready to perform.

"Goodluck, bro!" Tapik ni Ced sa balikat ko.

"Wag kang pipiyok, ah." Biro ni Mico.

"Tado ka talaga!" Sagot ko sa kanya.

"Go, kuys!" Si Psalm.

"Kaya mo yan. Break a leg. Make us more proud!" Sabi ni Lance. I smiled at them. They will be watching in VIP Standing.

"Thanks, guys." Niyakap ko sila.

"We got you, bro. And we are proud." Sabi ni Mico.

"O, wag kang masanay ngayon lang yan, ha. Sige na." Bawi niya. Tumawa ako. Sila naman, nagpunta na sa audience.

This is it. This is for you, baby. Ikaw naman, pagkatapos nito. Ikaw na lang.

--

KESHA'S

(Please Play: I'll be in multimedia section)

Today is his concert... And I've never been this proud. I mean, proud na ako sa kanya dati pa, pero ito... ito talaga yung pangarap niya. Pangarap naming dalawa para sa kanya... Dati kasi, iniisip lang namin, ngayon, nagkakatotoo na.

Wala talagang imposible.

Tinanggap ko na rin pala yung work sa Paris. At bukas na ng gabi ang alis ko. Tama si Judith, right time lang ito para tanggapin ko ang offer. To chase my dream this time.

I know I wanted this right the first time it was offerred. Mas mahal ko nga lang si Sky para umalis ako. But I realized that chasing my own dream won't hurt. It is a good opportunity to grow in my career. It is offered to me twice. Kaya bakit ko pa nga ba papalampasin. Baka sign na talaga na tanggapin ko na.

Kahit break na kami, pumunta pa rin ako sa concert niya. Yep, hindi niya nga lang alam.

Nandito ako ngayon sa upper box, sa may sulok. I wear shades and heavy clothes para hindi niya ako makita. Although, hindi naman niya talaga ako makikita dahil sa dami ng tao ngayon dito. But still, I want to make sure. Na hindi niya ako makikitang umiiyak...

Ilang sandali pa ay lumabas na siya. There he is. Nagtilian ang mga tao. Grabe, noon, nanonood lang kami tapos ngayon, siya na yung tinitilian at pinapanood ng mga tao. I am so proud of him. Hindi ata ako magsasawang sabihin iyon.

He strums the guitar. His genre is pop, anyway.

"Good evening, everyone. Thank you all for being here with me. I hope you'll enjoy my  tonight's performance."

"Whooo! Go, Sky! We love you!"

"I love you, Sky!!"

He chuckled. "Well, I love you guys, too."

Nagtilian ulit ang mga tao, kinikilig sa sinabi niya. Natawa ako nang mahina. I'm happy, for him.

"This is gonna be the first song I'll be playing tonight. Hope you enjoy."

Naluluha na ako dahil sa halo halong emosyon...

"...And to that special girl, who have always been with me since the first day, this is for you."

With that, my tears started to fall. Nagtilian nanaman ang crowd.

"Oh my gosh!"

"Kakilig, shet."

"Si Monique ba yan?? Huhu kainggit, girl!"

"Ako na lang, Sky!"

"This is from my first album called, Sweet Summertime. And this is the first song."

Everyone clapped and still cheering.

He started to strum the guitar and sing his first song entitled, Wonderful Influence.

Naiyak ako lalo dahil relatable sa akin yung lyrics. Totoo nga na dedicated sa akin ang album niya.

I love the way you wear your hair,
Spreading your style everywhere.

You're the perfect girl.
Leaving me in such a whirl.

I can't anymore.. tumalikod na ako dahil nararamdaman ko na bubuhos na ang luha ko. I am happy... so happy for him. But sad at the same time.

Nagkatotoo naman yung pangarap namin, hindi nga lang sa paraan na gusto namin. Hindi ganito. I always dreaming of being in front of him while performing his songs, and that we're both happy. Not wearing the sadness in our eyes.

But nonetheless, gusto ko pa ring malaman niya na proud ako sa kanya. At kahit na anong mangyari, ako pa rin ang greatest fan niya...