:) smiley face... i am actually jealous of it. I am a one selfish girl tbh... the things i do, i lied many times... to not lose a friend but in the end i lost her. Cause of my selfishness :)
i want her all by myself I don't want anyone to be near her just me. Me only cause im lonely... i hate being alone i hate it to the point I sacrificed everything but failed cause i lost her as friend they found out about the truth and i lied again to save myself and didn't wanna lose her...
now karma telling me you do not fit in this world my closest friends they have many things in common sometimes I don't even know what they talking about i feel left out tbh from the start is always they three tgt i have no rights to barge in cause i was alone nobody's was there for me they let me into their small group :) i was happy but i know one thing i cannot fit in even we had our happy memories i love talking to them see my friends everyday but sometimes i cannot be in some conversations cause i cannot fit in
my bestfriends all of them I distanced myself so cause I couldn't be so stupid to make the same mistake again I almost did that to my guy bestfriend i dont wanna be alone but in the end i have to cause of this thing of mine... tbh they all i have now :) im a selfish person a selfish trash.
but im still feel lonely there is a drama i watched she was obsessed with her friend cause she is different from other kids she also want her to herself and did ways to make other kids to not hangout with her the drama is called its okay not to be okay :)
but is it okay not to be okay?
Dang thats deep :) inspired from a plot in the drama i wish i have like the brain to make a good story out of it i only habe 2 brain cells to work with so i came up with this shitty short story enjoy i guess
