an average life

Day 1 January 2nd 2015

Every day is dreadful I wake up from the only thing that makes me go through my day my dreams are the only thing in my life in which I have to look forward to I can be anyone in my dreams. The only thing about my dreams is eventually I have to wake up.
I wake up, go to school, goto work, then meet the sweet company of my dreams once again, but every thing good comes to an end. My parents are really getting under my skin lately. They take my brother and I to the court house unexpectedly the other day, to talk to some lady who thinks she can determine the thoughts of a child for the child before I went in the room with the lady my mom told me
"please be nice do not be rude to her she is only trying to help."

I really don't think I am ever... well yeah I can be rude sometimes but it's only because I'm honest and some people just can't take the truth. also I was in debate so I don't like when someone tells me I'm wrong and of course if they can prove to me why I am wrong in a respectful matter I will accept that I am wrong but before I do I feel it is only fair to share my opinions on why I am not wrong as well so I told my mom

"I will try but I make no promises."

I know I must sound like a stubborn brat right now believe me I know and I'm not usually like this i just don't see the point in going to some lady for her to decide whether or not I can see my dad or not like I mean if I don't wanna see him I won't go over there they are wasting money going to some person for no reason honestly.

So I went in the room with the lady and the first thing she asked me was

"So what are some of your favorite bands."

Which was a completely irrelevant question if you ask me but I answered anyway

"Well i like black veil brides, Memphis May fire, sleeping with sirens, motionless in white, and bring me the horizon."

All she replied was

"Well I don't know any of them but I'm sure they are good."

She acted so happy as if she was trying to be my friend I wanted to tell her lets get straight to the point we are not friends we are here to discuss my family. but of course I did not do that being that I was respecting my mothers wishes then she continued

"So tell me about why you do not wish to go to your fathers house or even speak to him anymore."

"Well I don't want to go over there simply because of the fact that I don't like what is being said about my family over there. I don't think that my mother and my sister deserve to be trashed in that house for nothing at all."

"I see well what is being said in that house."

"Well for instance on Christmas my sister and I went to my fathers house to spend time with him for the holidays and the first thing he told us was to leave and to come back the next day when his wife was not going to be there"