Prince Charming (Chris pine fanfic)

Losing her

Ella's P.O.V

I hold my mothers fragile hand as the monitor beeps. I look at her pale face and the top of her head where her long silky blonde hair used to lay.

She hasn't opened her eyes for 3 days, the last time I looked at her eyes they had turned grey against her usual bright blue eyes.

I took after my mothers eyes, but not her blonde hair. I have my fathers brunette hair.

My mother had a beautiful smile and her laugh was just... Perfect.
She made everybody's day but her leukemia changed everything.
I kissed my mothers lifeless cheek.

"I love you" I whisper in a fragile voice.

Tears pricked my eyes as I turned towards the door to leave. I hate seeing my mother so lifeless, but her days are numbered. So I visit every day no matter what.
I walk out the hospital in a hurry, not wanting anyone else to notice my tear soaked face.

I arrive at my car and get in. My anger grew inside of me.

"Why?!" I screamed to nobody but myself.

Why my mother?
Why put my mother through pain?
I hit my head against the steering wheel as tears spilled out of me endlessly flowing.

My anger is immediately replaced with pain, sadness and most of all regret.
Regret for not telling my mother I love her every chance I had.

I began to recover from my pain and wiped away my tears. I need to hold myself together, my mother would be ashamed to see me acting like this.

I clean myself up and lock my feeling away like always. I look at my reflection and whisper "Don't feel". And put the car in drive.
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~Alex~