With all that has happened, I dont want to expect more
I want to hide, to moved on, but I love you more
I want to scream, I want to cry
But how can I tell you, goodbye?
It must been your sweetness that melt my heart
Or your gentle words could be the start
Whatever reason why I feel this way
My heart's stopping my mind to run away
All this time I've been praying
That I can be your girl, that's what I've been dreaming
But the reality that I'm only a friend to you broke me to pieces
It wound me bad as it came to my senses
Our friends see me smiling and laughing
Yet deep inside there's no place denying
I know I have to surrender 'cause I am hurting
But baby I am hoping that that we'll share the same feeling
I have these emotions I wish you would see
So I wouldn't be left with the question of, "will he or won't he?"
Why can't we seem to get over the past
And come together to be a whole at last?
Why won't you at least try to believe what I say
Instead of just pushing my feelings away
Why do I keep putting myself out there
'Cause baby, you don't even seem to care
They say you also love me, I can't help smiling
They say someday you'll drop the mask you're wearing
Yes, baby, 'till now I'm still hoping
'Till then I'll be here... waiting.
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© January 2015
J.Bree
