I Love You

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Eleanor's Pov

"D, Do you think I could have some time alone with Lou. Please."
I say quietly to the boys. One by one they leave reluctantly, each giving Louis a small smile as they trudge out. As Zayn finally shuts the door behind him I turn to Louis.
"Do u wanna talk about it" I ask gently.
"Not now" he replies, emotionless.
So I wrap my arms around his muscled shoulders and gently pull him so his head rests in my lap. I bend down and kiss him slowly on his dry cracked lips.
He does not return the kiss but I understand. So we sit there in silence, me rubbing my thumbs along Louis's temples and him just staring at the ceiling panels.

"El" Louis murmurs after about 20 minutes.
"Yea Lou"
"I can't be in the band anymore, can I" he says barely stifling a sniffle.
"Of course you can" I say, surprised.
"Why on earth would you not be able to?!"
"Well who wants some sad sap in a wheelchair following a world famous band around?" Lou states sadly.
"You're part of that world famous band Lou, a big part" I say trying to reassure him.
"Not if I'm in a wheelchair I'm not, no more performing, no football", he yells,
"No more walks in the park with you" he says, softening a little.
I lean over him and stare deep into his blue eyes, " I'd still walk in the park with you even if I had to carry you myself", my nose touching his.
"I love you El"
"I love you Louis"

I slide down so I'm lying next to him, wrapping my arms around his torso. Just as Louis is drifting of to sleep I whisper " we'll get through this Lou, together."

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