I went out to meet my groupmates. Some of them were there, some of them were out of reach.
We called some of our groupmates who werent there but their phones were off.
I really love those people who off their phones after you texted them to come over. Why just can tell us that they do not want to instead of hoping us that they will come. Those people who are like that are shit!
I went home with a Damath board that I bought for my younger sister. She is a player. A great one. I envy her.
When I arrived at home, my cousin asked me if we are done in our project and I said yes. I lied.
We havent started yet. Our group is very responsible hen it comes to all things. Yeah. Very responsible.
My aunt approached me, or is it considered as an approach? She is mad at me. I know. It wasnt my fault actually. That's another story to be told.
I felt like I am very useless to her, worthless. She scolded me. I sat at stare down to my toes.
I feel so hopeless when she is mad. My mom isnt here. I live together with my Aunt. I felt like crying. I cant talk to anyone. I againts the world and all I can do is to cry in this dark four-walled space.
Knees on my jaw. Staring to this black tiny particles in this room. In this empty room.
My aunt did not locked me. I, myself did lock the door. My darkest night did not last ling because my light has come. My sister. My younger sister.
10:26 pm
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She invited me to try-out her new Damath board that I bought. I let her dragged me out of my darkest escape. She showed me light.
Thank you so much to my little princess for giving me a little time to smile.
