Is it true what they say about the cheater never winning?

Coming out of my shell

 My last lesson of the day was history. I know lots of people hate history but I find it quite interesting. Also, I know this is cliche but I really do believe history is taught so people learn from the mistakes of the past. Anyway there is one thing I just remembered that is going to ruin this lesson. Both Brad and Melissa are in his lesson and to make matters worse there is only one other person I talk to in this lesson Cassie who is ill.

Crap. This was the only thought going through my head. Then I realized that the whole makeover thing was to give me confidence and make me feel less insecure. Charlie, an amazing guy, liked me before the makeover and he said other guys have too. All along I thought Brad was the only guy who would like me but I was wrong. I can be fully confident. My look has nothing to do with it.

I sat in my normal seat which is a table with me Brad, Melissa and usually Cassie. Brad and Melissa were already sitting down when I got to the table. Melissa looked shocked. She probably thought I would feel to worried, heartbroken or nervous to sit there. In that second it dawned upon me that she was one of the reasons I felt so insecure. She would always give me backhanded compliments that made me feel so bad about myself. I can't believe I ever thought she was such a good friend.

She smirked at me and said, "Hi Alexis."

I smiled knowing that i'm finally over it. I'm over Brad, i'm over the fact that my "best friend" was never really a best friend and i'm over the fact that I never really knew either of them. Therefore, I gave a genuine smile and said "Hey guys"

This even shocked Brad. He said "Hi!" The lesson went quite well I acted normal and so did they. Then half way through Melissa got up to go to the toilet. I carried on with my work and within a few seconds Brad spoke. "I'm glad this isn't awkward and we can still be friends"

"It's not awkward because i'm over you but we aren't friends. I could never be friends with a cheater."

"What about Melissa she was your best friend and cheated with me?" Brad asked.

"I'm not friends with either of you as you two are just a couple of lying cheats. How could I be friends with people I don't trust? How could I be friends with two people who do what they want without having any regard for others and their feelings? How could I be friends with people with no morals?"

"You don't mean that. In fact I bet your still not over me!" He stated.

"If you really believe that and think i'm lying then I guess you don't know me as well as you thought. Just like I didn't know you as well as I thought." I replied.

"Kiss me. If you kiss me and look me in the eyes afterwards and tell me you feel nothing then I will know you are over me."

"I won't do that for two reasons. One the thought of your lips near mine gives me a sick feeling."

"That's butterflies babe." Brad interrupted.

"Firstly don't call me babe and It is most defiantly not butterflies it's a feeling of pure disgust. Anyway as I was saying the second reason is i'm not a cheat like you and I'd like to think i'm a better person than you. Think about it I could get my own back on Melissa but I won't because i'm nothing like either of you. You guys deserve each other. Trust me."

Suddenly, a pair of lips crashed into mine. I pushed Brad away and started yelling at him. Melissa came and yelled at me. I explained what happened at she smirked and said "You can't handle that I have won. You aren't over Brad. Your jealous."

"Really do you think that. Are you delusional or something. He kissed me and to be honest I feel bad for you because that kiss was disgusting and you are stuck with that. Trust me i'm not jealous. I was taught to give things I don't use any more to the less fortunate. So why would I be jealous? " I replied. Then the bell rang and I left the room.

I have no idea what just came over me but that was amazing!!! Maybe I didn't need to change to come out of my shell...

BTW the song is just what I was listening to while writing this. 

I should be going asleep now because first day back after the xmas holidays but oh well. YOLO right? I can't believe I just said that. Oh well. FUN FACT: Drake said YOLO first. Technically it was this guy called Adam Mesh on some show called the average joe. However Drake made it known to this generation so I guess saying yolo isn't that bad then.

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