Baka Pwede Pa | SB19 - STELL AJERO

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Sa loob nang tatlong araw pa na pamamalagi ni Marize sa hospital ay ginugol niya ang buong oras niya sa pag papagaling at pagpapalakas.

Sa loob ng tatlong araw din na iyon, ay laging dumadalaw sila Nica, Kaye at Sophia sa kaniya sa hospital. Kinausap niya ang mga ito na huwag munang ipaalam ang nangyari sa kaniya kila Stell at sa mga kaibigan nito. Nagpapasalamat naman siya dahil sinunod ito ng mga kaibigan niya.

After three days ay nakalabas na siya ng hospital, nag pahinga pa siya ng dalawang araw pa sa bahay ng mga magulang niya at ngayon nga ay pauwi na siya sa condo niya. Habang nasa sasakyan ay minessage niya si Stell para sabihin na bukas sila mag kita dahil balak na niyang sabihin sa kasintahan ang nangyari talaga sa kaniya.

Marize: mahal, free ka po ba bukas? Sorry na delay ng two days pa yung pagkikita natin. Pabalik na ako ngayon sa condo.

Stell:  yes mine, sakto wala kaming rehearsal bukas. Okay lang mine, sobrang naging busy din kami sa rehearsals e.

Stell: ingat ka, nag commute ka ba? Dapat nag pasundo ka na lang sakin.

Marize: ohhh, baka naman nagpakapagod ka ng sobra sa rehearsal nyo ha. Are you taking care of yourself?

Marize smile bitterly after she read the question she asked to her boyfriend. Ang ironic na kaya niyang mag-alala sa ibang tao regarding their health, pero siya hindi niya magawang alagaan sarili niya. Sinugatan pa nga niya.

Marize: no, hinatid ako ng driver namin mine. At saka ayaw na kita abalahin, grabe na yung pagod mo sa rehearsal nyo at saka mahahassle ka lang bumiyahe from Makati here to QC.

Stell: yes mine, don't worry I'm taking care of myself, kaya dapat ikaw din ha. Iloveyou <3

Marize smiled sadly because of Stell reply. Bumigat na naman pakiramdam niya. She feel guilty for keeping a secret to his boyfriend. But she never feel guilty for doing what she have done to herself.

She did it to end everything without thinking what would her parents, friends, and Stell would feel if she didn't survive. But now, after realizing everything she feel more stronger to end this suffering that she have been enduring for so long now.

Marize: I'm at my condo na mine. I'll take a rest na ha. See you tomorrow. Iloveyou  <3 take a rest mwa :*

Stell: okay love, last rehease na kami then pahinga na. Sa condo na lang kami matutulog tonight. Good night, sweet dream of me. Iloveyou <3 I'll see you tomorrow ♡

After reading Stell's reply, Marize immediately clean herself. Maayos na yung condo pag pasok niya, probably her friends or her parents clean her condo while she's at the hospital.

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Kinabukasan, maagang nagising si Marize para mag asikaso. She toast a bread and prepare her coffee. After that she ate her breakfast. While eating her breakfast she checked her social media kahit pa nga ang usapan nilang magkakaibigan ay iiwas muna siya dito.

Nothing important was there on her account,  nag reply lang siya sa iba niyang classmate regarding their group activities dahil nga absent din siya ng ilang araw. Good thing Kaye, Nica and Sophia didn't tell them the real score, only their professors knows what really happened to her.

After eating, she already take a bath. She still flinched everytime the water runs down her bruised wrist and legs. The wounds are still fresh, kaya sobrang sakit pa rin lalo na pag dini-disinfect na niya ito.

After taking a bath and disinfecting her wounds, she immediately go to her closet to get dressed. She planned to cover all her wounds so that it wouldn't get infected so she decided to wear a sky blue shade of sweater to cover up the wounds on her wrists.