Falling

One

Summary: you are Bucky Barnes child, you were frozen in ice with Steve. you were about 14 years old.

Authors note: italics are flashbacks, and some parts don't 100% make sense but bare with me here 

Word count: 860

Warnings: none i think

"Y/n, you have to come out at some point." Steve said.

You had just found out your mother and older brother were dead. you had expected it, but had a little hope maybe they would be alive. Your little sister, Violet was still alive. But you needed a few days before reaching out.

Ever since you had gotten out of the ice you were searching for the last of your family. You knew your father was dead, Steve told you that in the 40's. Wrote you, saying Bucky had fallen off a train.

Your mother had been heartbroken, James(junior, you called him JJ) locked himself in his room,you screamed and cried for your father, and Violet didn't understand, as she had been very young when their father died.

"No I don't!" You yelled back.

Tony had taken it into his own hands to message your little sister. Violet was eager to see her sibling again.

Violet was now a little old lady. She was in her 70's, her husband had died. She had six children, fifteen grandchildren, and three great grandchildren.

A few days later, of you only leaving your room to get a little bit of food and water, Tony knocked on your door.

"Kiddo, you've got someone here to see you." He just wanted to see you happy again. You had gone through so much.

"Go away Tony!"

"You're going to want to see who it is. Y/n, so shower and look semi decent." Tony said, leaving.

You rolled your eyes, but did so nonetheless.

One you had showered and fixed your hair, you brushed their teeth and put some jeans and a t-shirt on. 

"Okay Tony! I did what you said! Now who is it?" You asked, annoyed.

"Now, Y/n, don't freak out. But I reached out to Violet for you- ah! I said don't freak out. And she agreed to come here to see you." Tony said, interrupting you when you tried to yell at him.

"Oh my god Tony, thank you so much!" You said, tears forming in your eyes as you hug the rich man.

"Now go see your sister." Tony smiled.

You broke down upon seeing your baby sister, now old and wrinkly. Nat had been there to catch you from falling to the floor.

"Do you want me to stay?" Nat asked, knowing how hard this would be for you.

You looked at her and nodded.

Violet was sitting in one of the many chairs in the living room.

After a tearful greeting, you sat down across Violet. Asking so many questions.

"How were mom and JJ after...everything?" You asked.

"James wouldn't talk about you, or dad, for years. And every time either of you were brought up, he left the room. But after a while, he would talk about you like you were still alive. And well I guess you are. He would say "y/n always", instead of "would always."...And mom? She didn't do too well right after it all, but she was alright. She never remarried or had any more kids. She would talk about you all the time. Dad, not so much." Violet said.

"Mom always said how she wanted three boys and three girls..." You started to tear up again, "What about JJ? His wife, and kids?"

"He ended up marrying Angelica. They had four kids, Y/n, after you, Jamie, Anne, and John. I do believe that Angelica is still alive."

"Angelica was the only girlfriend of his I liked."

Once Violet went home, you had another breakdown. You had missed so much of your life while in the ice. You missed your family. But they were all dead. Violet had promised that she would get everyone together for you to meet.

Violet's kids, Angelica and James' children, as well as their aunts who were still kicking it.

You curled into Nat as she hushed you, muttering lullabies in Russian. It reminded you of your mother.

You had just opened the letter your uncle Steve had sent to you. You stood there staring at the letter. Your dad was dead. You didn't want to believe what the words on the paper said.

"Hey N/n, what's that?" James asked, seeing you holding a piece of paper.

You didn't say anything, only handed him the paper and walked off.

Soon after that your mother came into the room, eyes bloodshot. Elizabeth sat next to you. She didn't say anything, only hushed your sobs and held you close.

A few months passed and so did Violet, she got a nasty case of Pneumonia and died in the hospital.

You were all alone, all your siblings were dead, your parents were dead. The relatives you had left...you didn't know.

This time you didn't lock yourself in your room, this time you attempted to pretend everything was okay. But everyone knew differently.

And there was news about to throw you into turmoil once more.

"Hey, N/n, can we talk?" Steve asked.