you.

july 30th

I love you so much I have no idea how to express all of it, which causes my chest to ache and my throat to tighten.

I wanna write poems about you every day but I don't even know how to. You're so powerful and your presence is so strong. Words can't explain how much you mean to me.

I wonder if you know that. I'm hoping you do and if you don't, I'm hoping you'll believe me. I want you so much I can't grasp the concept of the world around me when I'm with you. You change the meaning of things for me.

I'm sorry if this causes any bad emotions. I just wanna express myself more constantly and efficiently. I don't want to go to sleep with the resentment of not letting you know the positive impact you have in my life.

The best dreams are the ones with you. And I hope to have them tonight.