The Beginning of a Beautiful ending

Chapter 3: What Have I Done

Harry's P.O.V
I know I hurt Amy, it was never mean't to. I thought it would have been easier just to get up and leave, but it wasn't. Amy means the world to me, no matter what happens. But it doesn't matter because she will never forgive me for leaving, but I had no choice. Its hard having to be in a relationship that everybody disagrees with. But I shouldn't have given up on her the way I did. Hopefully she'll be happy without me. I arrive outside of apartment, I sit in my car for a bit, just thinking. I reach over and grab my phone and duffel bag. Open my car door and head towards the newly built apartment building. I press the button for the 2 floor. 380,381,382,Ah 383.

I slide me key into the key hole and turn it. My apartment is dark, with the faint sounds of Louis playing Fifa in the background. I head further into the apartment and drop my bag. I walk into the kitchen and open up the fridge and grab a beer. I open it take a sip, it burns that back of my throat a bit, but what ever. I head back into the living room and switch on the light.

"Agh, Harreh. Why did you turn the light on?" Louis whines.

"Because Louis, it's dark in here. And sitting in the dark while playing video games is bad for eyes." It's not but I felt the need to be right.

"Harry I don't give a damn about my eyes right now. What's wrong mate you sad?"

"Nothing, just tried that's all."

"So everything between you and Amy is good then?" I shake my head and cried.

"She is going to hate me, Lou and it all because I did what Zayn told me to do."

"What do you mean Haz?" He pauses his video games and comes to sit beside me on the couch.

"Zayn said that me being in a relationship is bad for the band. I don't think it matters that I was in a relationship. But he said that I break her heart every time I go on tour or take pictures with the fans. But it's same thing for him and Perrie but he doesn't leave her because they're getting married. It's just not fair Lou. I love Amy so much, and I'm willing to put my needs behind me so that the band can be more successful. But if that means giving up my happiness only for you guys to keep yours I don't want to do it anymore." Louis looked at me in awe. Then the emotion changed to anger. He got up off the couch grabbed his keys and phone and slammed the door shut. I don't know where he is going, but he is great at comforting people.

I miss Amy. I won't ever get to hear her hum a happy song. I won't get to see her happy smile or her cute little laugh. I miss her golden locks of blond hair that stretch halfway down her back. And her crystal blues that shimmer in the sun. I'm going to miss everything about her because I love her.
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A\N: Hiiii!!!

I don't have anything against Zayn, he just ended up being the bad guy, I guess or whatever you think of him as.