SCARED LOVE | five Hargreeves

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⤟ 𝗌𝖼𝖺𝗋𝖾𝖽 𝗅𝗈𝗏𝖾 ⤠

previously named:
𝐬𝐡𝐨𝐜𝐤𝐢𝐧𝐠
lost lover

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𝚜𝚌𝚊𝚛𝚎𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎

when you're too much of a pussy to confess your feelings.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

Five Hargreeves has never loved someone, not once in his life. and if you ask him, he'll tell you to stop being stupid, of course he hasn't. never had the time.

he would lie straight to your face, and you wouldn't even notice.

he has loved before. a human, not the mannequin he hallucinated as the girl he adored with all his heart. a real human, girl.

she was the love of his life, never once did her face leave his mind when he got stuck in the future. never once did her voice not haunt his everyday life. not once did his heart not clench with despair at the memory of his missed love.

without her, he was nothing but a piece of wood drifting in the waves, waiting patiently to find his way home.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

after saving the world Five was astonished to find his family missing in nineteen sixty three along with the news that the apocalypse followed them.

he knew what needed to be done and he knew he could do it. only problem was, the sight of someone familiar slightly threw him off path. he never thought he would see her again, the resolve he built brick by brick slowly crumbling away at just the sight of her.

𓆩ᥫ᭡𓆪

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hello new readers AND OLD READERS OH- if you've read this before and you're back, HELLO I'VE MISSED YOU </3

old readers will notice some things have changed, i've added more and fixed the multiple mistakes there was. i've made it to where it's easier to read now, yay.

i'll add what it looked like last time and hopefully you guys will realize why i didn't like the way i wrote the old book.

anyways, welcome to SCARED LOVE; a Five Hargreeves book

this won't be all fluff, most of it angst since it's season two and due to how the OC is, with her background n' all, it was hard to add a lot of fluff but i tried.

there was a faceclaim for Natallie ( now nellie ) but i've changed it to no faceclaim, you may imagine her as yourself but i see her with brunette hair and blue eyes along with a fair, almost tan complexion — lighter than Five — but you're more than welcome to ignore that and add your own features.

this all takes place in TUA season two.

♔♔

PREVIOUSLY NAMED ; S H O C K I N G
L O S T L O V E R

Warning:
This is an AU story. It will follow MOST of the show. There will be a extra character as old readers have seen. There will be mature content.
Such as-
Adult language
Threats
slight racism due to the timeline ( dw we — the oc and characters — are not racist, the cops are )
abuse
torture
violence.

Disclaimer:
I do not own The Umbrella Academy. If there is any harmful or hateful comments I will delete them. Unless I know your joking. Plagiarism is prohibited, if someone sees someone plagiarizing please DM me.

Information:
i've changed DESTINY'S name to SHELBY
( just so y'all are aware )
8/8/24: changed Shelby's name to Iris

8/8/24 i just finished season 4; hence the BIG plot change- sorry to the old readers that read this before.

i really gotta stop changing this book 😭
i don't remember what i gave Iris as powers so im sorry if it fluctuates.

ALSO PLEASE NOTE AS ELLIOT PAGE SWITCHED in season3, so for season 2 and for flash backs he will be referred as Vanya and a she. i'm away he's a guy, and im proud of him for confidently portraying himself the way he wants. when he comes out i will change the pronouns and names just like the show.

rewritten :
march / 29 / 2022

re-re-written:
august 8/2024