"YOU USELESS LITTLE BITCH...I CANT BELIEVE I EVER KEPT YOU....YOU DO KNOW WE WERE GONNA PUT YOU UP FOR AN ADOPTION.....BUT NOOOO YOUR MOTHER WANTED TO KEEP A USELESS BITCH LIKE YOU......A NO GOOD WHORE AND SLUT JUST LIKE YOUR MOM.....IF ONLY I RELIVED THIS BEFORE I MARRIED HER!!!! My dad yelled at me pausing a few time to hit or kick me to the ground although this has happened a lot it was always inside, inside the house, the barn even inside the car. never out side were my dad had twigs and kicked me to the cold hard ground. All I could feel is dirt on my face mixed with the warmth of blood. tears rolling down my eyes, all I could see was him, my dad taking yet another swig of his beer, and taking yet another breath to say more hateful things. if it was only about me I would be fine but about my mom she recently died in a car crash that's when this started. The drinking,the hitting everything when she died when she was buried. I assume its just how he grieves making someone else feel the pain and hurt, drowning out the fear of losing his wife with beer and....my tears. My name is kala but I like to be called ka (pronounced Kay) I'm 26 I live in boulevarde,California eye color is hazel albino colored hair.mom died in a car crash I have a technation job so i make a lot of money ( I don't know if technician make a lot of money) I pay the bills but my dad makes sure I don't have left over money but i keep it I'm saving for gas money I already have a green truck i have been working there for two years I have enough I'm planing on leaving this bastard all those times he's called me a useless little ugh can't say it he won't say word to me ever again.(time skip to midnight) that bastard is finally asleep 'sneaks downstairs and goes to truck and pulls out of the driveway, 2 hours later almost there I have a friend she should be able to help me. I'll put a song on for now
I'm Gonna write a sad song,
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see,
That I'm very unhappy.
I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
But the finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is
I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
I wonder what my mom and dad would say,
If I told them that I cry each day.
But it's hard enough to live so far away.
I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over,
How will I get home?
And all you need to know is
I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
If all the rules were made to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again
Cause no one's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of a love we made
And I'm so sorry, it's nTodayu I'm Gonna write a sad song,
I'm gonna make it really long
So that everyone can see,
That I'm very unhappy.
I wish I wasn't always wrong
I wish it wasn't always my fault
But the finger that you're pointing
Has knocked me on my knees
And all you need to know is
I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
I wonder what my mom and dad would say,
If I told them that I cry each day.
But it's hard enough to live so far away.
I wish I wasn't always cold
I wish I wasn't always alone
When the party is over,
How will I get home?
And all you need to know is
I'm so sorry it's not like me,
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
If all the rules were made to bend
And you swore you were my friend
Now I have to start all over again
Cause no one's going to take your place
And I'm scared I'll never save
All the pieces of a love we made
And I'm so sorry, it's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that I can slip and fall
And you won't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
And I'm so sorry
It's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow.ot like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that I can slip and fall
And you won't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow
And I'm so sorry
It's not like me
It's maturity that I'm lacking
So don't, don't let me go
Just let me know that growing up goes slow. By the time the song was over I was crying I wiped my the tears away I pull Into her driveway I knock she opens it"hello Justine" it's IJustine Toby dated her for awhile but not anymore well see y'all later
