Reversal Worlds

Yuki.

After Yuki questioned Mafuyu.
Mafuyu started to have some doubt himself for being asked to choose but also felt guilty for even thinking about it. It's wrong to choose but he felt lonely. Whether choices he chooses, Yuki will try or accept it.

[ I'm listening to Marutsuke <3 crying club ]

"Yuki I love you." Mafuyu stated. Which means he chooses Yuki. Deep down Uenoyama was hurting, but another side of him knew this is the choice that Mafuyu chose. "I'm just his friend, I was teaching him." Uecchi stated with a sad tone to his voice. "I'll get going now, I'll see you at school Mafuyu." While he walked away, Mafuyu felt bad, but he had to chose, he didn't want to lose Yuki. It wasn't like he liked Uenoyama since Mafuyu had Yuki. He will see Uecchi tomorrow at school, right.

The next day at school.

As Mafuyu arrived to school, he usually sees Uenoyama, but this time he was nowhere to be seen. After a few hours passed by. It had become lunch time, Mafuyu went ahead to go to the usual spot they meet. He is hoping to see Uenoyama there, since he's always there to take his nap. But when he arrived at the staircase, it was empty. Silence was filled in the stairwell area. He decided to stay there for a bit, he went ahead and sat on the stairs. Mafuyu began to reminisce while just sitting on the stairs. He remembers each time they hanged out together during lunch, despite time was short he enjoyed the time together.

A part of him started getting sad, but a part of him also remembers Yuki. There's no reason to be sad, if he loves Yuki, right. He left the stairwell area, and decided to just walk around the school while being in a daze. Meanwhile Uecchi was in the school library listening to music, he was sitting by the windows and outside he saw Mafuyu walking around, he noticed that he seemed to be in a daze.
He never done that before, but Uenoyama didn't want to meet up with him. It would only affect him more deep down. He continued to watch Mafuyu from a far. Mafuyu stopped in front of baseball field that was being used by the students. Mafuyu just stood there helplessly watching. While Uecchi wanted to somehow comfort him but at the same time it would hurt, he wanted to have time away from Mafuyu.

Meantime the bell had runged. As Uenoyama got ready to head to class, Mafuyu seemed to be in a daze still, until a person that was playing in the field asked if he was okay. Mafuyu noticed how he was acting and responded that he is alright and apologized.
After that he went back to class with a bunch of worries. Hours passed by each hour that was passing, Uenoyama and Mafuyu never met each other during the time. It seemed like Uenoyama had never met Mafuyu at all, or if they ever hanged out together before.

It was the end of school. Mafuyu hopes that he at least sees Uenoyama during the time they both leave the school. As Mafuyu was heading towards the school gates, he noticed Uenoyama walking further away from the school gates. He tried to chase him but he also wanted to keep it a secret. He followed Uecchi everywhere and the last place Uenoyama was headed to seemed to be an underground concert area. Mafuyu looked around to see if he knew anybody around before entering, he then went to the underground concert. It was filled with people, it was crowded with cheers and people happily screaming. He tried looking for Uenoyama around. But he was nowhere to be found again.

Until then the lights became dark, and suddenly the large room became bright with colors. The stage had a bassist, he had long hair with a fringe clipped on the top of his head and he had his hair tied back. His hair was honey blonde, he is beautiful. There was also a drummer, he has many piercings, and short blonde hair. He seemed to be very built as well. And In the middle, there was Uenoyama. Mafuyu didn't know anything about Uenoyama being in a band, but he couldn't help but watch until to the end.

The trio started to get ready and played song after song. Mafuyu was hooked each time, he had stars in his eyes he was fully amazed.
There was one last song that Mafuyu truly wanted to stick around. Uenoyama spoke into the microphone and said truthfully.
" I was having trouble writing, but this song was inspired by someone that became precious to me, recently." Deep down in Mafuyu's heart, it felt as if it was getting tighter, but somehow it was also as if his heart was breaking bits by bits. As they began to start playing, this time Uenoyama seemed to be the one singing the entire song himself. It gave a sad heartbreaking feeling to the song, it also seemed like he never had this feeling before.

Before Mafuyu could even focus on the words that Uenoyama sang. Tears started to fall. He understood Uenoyama's feelings into the music he wrote just as he started. He didn't want to stick around for to long before Yuki starts to search him again or worry so much.
Mafuyu left the underground concert, all these random memories started to go back on him. As he was heading home, he couldn't help but feel sad. As he arrived back at home, Yuki seemed to be there as well. Yuki saw Mafuyu's state and quickly went to check up on Mafuyu to make sure he was okay. Mafuyu was still down on the dumps, his eyes was red and puffy. He never felt something like this before, he didn't understand the feelings he is having right now. But all Mafuyu could say is the name of his lover.

"Yuki." He said, while being embraced by his arms. As Yuki was embracing him, the warmth that Mafuyu felt started to make him think about other things. What's wrong with me,
I don't understand. These thoughts filled Mafuyu's head. The more it filled up, the more Mafuyu starts to question himself.

Authors note 🐙
My god I finished this before I'm going to sleep, anyways this seemed to sad Bwhahshdhhs IM SORRY. Anyways I hope you didnt cry much ily Bahdhhd. I hope it made sense I didn't really fix much.
Thank you for reading!!
- haruka

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