Falling deep (A Louis Tomlinson fanfic)

Chapter 16

Chapter 16: Bad dreams

I turned around so I could look him in the eyes.

“What?” I asked still in shock.

“Do you wanna be my girlfriend, Jen?” He asked deadly serious.

“Of course I will, Lou!” I said and jumped on him so I was on top of him.

“Really?” He said.

“Yes.” He started kissing me and it turned pretty hot. Really hot in fact… “Lou, I…”

“What?” he asked with much care in his voice but lust filled in his eyes.

“I’m… this is my first time” I mumbled.

“Don’t worry… Just tell me if it hurts, ok?” I nodded.

“I can’t handle it anymore, Jen” he said.

“What do you mean? I love you” I said crying.

“This is not working. You aren’t the one that I thought you were!” he said.

“I haven’t changed!”

“Yes you have Jenna!”

“No I haven’t! You have changed! You are the one that doesn’t care anymore! Not me.”

“Oh, so you’re blaming me for us breaking up?” He said sounding very mad.

“I’m not saying that. It’s just… you have no time for us and I can’t stand the hate I get anymore!”

“Then we shouldn’t be together!” He yelled. Tears streamed down my face. The hate, him not having time for me and being a jerk when he did. I couldn’t stand it anymore. But he blamed me?

“Fine… I was better off before I met you guys!” I motioned to all of the boys sitting on the couch while Louis and I fighting.

I rushed out of their apartment and over to my own. I lay down on my bed and cried. I decided to take my mind of him. I crabbed a razor from my parent’s bathroom and started cutting. The pain was nothing. I cut and cut but it didn’t get better. Suddenly I fell to the floor and couldn’t see. I screamed for help but no-one did.

“Jenna! Wake up! Jenna!” Louis yelled.

“What?” I stuttered in shock.

“You screamed for help. Is there something wrong?” He asked me looking concerned.

“It was just a bad dream” I mumbled to myself not even noticing Louis.

“What was it about?”  He heard what I said.

“It doesn’t matter… Just a bad dream.”

Louis’ POV:

“Jen… Please tell me what it was about” I said to her. I was so concerned about her. She cried in her sleep. It must have been a terrible dream. She was still in shock from the dream. I had to know what it was about! She looked at me.

“It… We were fighting. You had changed a lot by the fame and our relationship wasn’t going well. It was because you never had time for me and when you did, you were a jerk. You just blamed me for it. You said that I had changed.” She sobbed. I couldn’t believe she dreamt that.

“Jen… That will never happen. I promise. I will never change. I have you and the boys to keep me grounded. Don’t worry, ok?” I said pulling her in for a hug. She nodded while still sobbing.

“I know… It just seemed so reel” she said. I kissed her on the forehead then on the mouth. She kissed me back. It turned into a full on make-out session. We both pulled away to breathe. “Good comforting” she smiled. I couldn’t help but laugh at that statement. “So… what should we do today?”

“We have a couple of interviews today. You wanna come with us?” I asked.

“You’re not forgetting me again, are you?” she joked.

“No. I will remember to tell the guards to get you when it’s time to go” I winked.

“Good. Let’s go to your apartment and wait for the boys.”

“Don’t you think we should get ready first?” I asked considering that we were still in bed.

“Oh right. You can change here then I will change in the bathroom” she said getting out of bed and over to the dresser to get clothes.

“Or we could change together” I winked.

“In your dreams, Tommo” she winked back.

“I know…” I joked. She just rolled her eyes and chuckled a bit before closing the door to the bathroom. I took on the clothes I wore yesterday since I didn’t get any changing clothes.

Jenna got out from the bathroom and she looked great. She wore a t-shirt with the number 13 on and a couple of jeans. That’s the girl I know and love.