Finding Yourself [TodoDkeu x Reader story]

{2}

"Depression is living in a body that's fighting to survive with a mind that tries to die"

{Y/N's POV}

It's cold and wet and the only thing I feel is the emptiness burrowing its way into my heart and I'm not going to lie it hurts. It hurts that I trusted this man with all of my heart, it hurts that I didn't see the signs before it went any further than maybe I wouldn't be where I am now.

So here I was laying on a bench in the park while the rain poured heavily on me. I would say that I have been here for about 2 hours. I've gotten multiple calls from Kastuki but I've only either ignored or let it ring along with calls from Mina, Kirishima, and Momo probably because Kastuki contacted them asking if they have seen me.

I don't want him finding me to either break up with me or apologize which I wouldn't expect. I have been grieving for a while and I really need to get somewhere before I die of hypothermia or starvation since I haven't eaten since yesterday cause I was too busy planning, organizing, and decorating for what was supposed to be our anniversary.

I get up off the bench and look down at my soaked red dress and think that the make-up I spent hours to do is most likely ruined from both the rain and my own tears. I start walking to the only place where I know he won't come.

{3rd Person POV}

As y/n was walking up to the door she was praying that they would still be awake and not already asleep. As she came to the dirt step and knock on the door she waited for an answer. After a few minutes, the door opened to reveal the number one hero Izuku Midoriya with tired sleepy eyes.

It took him a good minute trying to run the sleepiness out of his eyes to realize who was at his door.

"Y/N what are you doing-. OH MY GOD WHAT ARE YOU DOING IN THE RAIN!" He yelled seeing that she was standing there soaked to the bone with makeup running down her face. He didn't give her time to say anything before he grabbed her wrist and yanked her inside.

"Midoriya who was at the-?"

"Todoroki can you make some tea?"

Upon hearing his request and seeing the state y/n was in he immediately went to make a warm cup of tea while Izuku sat her on the couch and went to go get a warm blanket to wrap around her.

Y/N did say anything the entire time they were getting the items for her. She sat there and stared off into space not realizing the looks both Izuku and Shoto were giving her behind the couch.

"What do you think happened to her?" Midoriya asked Todoroki in a whisper so that said girl would hear them.

"Wasn't it supposed to be their anniversary today?"

"Oh, your right. And she was so excited about it. But what could have happened that she was out in the rain?"

"Midoriya sometimes your too cute to be this cute," Todoroki says kissing his boyfriends head and pouring the tea in a mug.

"Wait what is that supposed to mean Todoroki?"

Izuku went to go get the clothes as his boyfriend went to the couch to give her the tea and sit down with her pulling her into the side of him and rubbing the side of her arm for comfort.

As Izuku made it back to the living room she finally let out everything that she had been holding in. With a loud sobbing scream, she cried into Todoroki's chest after fully turning to let her let it all out.

She knew she didn't have to say anything to Todoroki for him to know what was going on but for Midoriya's sake, she continued to cry while telling him what had happened a few hours ago.

"He..... he was..... he had been cheating.... on me the entire time! Wha- what did I do to make him think that I was-wasn't good enough? He was with her..... for three years and never bothered to tell he.... that he-he didn't want me anymore. Instead, he let me think that everything was fine and dandy. While he was seeing her behind my back?"

Izuku had to put a hand on Todoroki to calm him down cause he could obviously see that he was becoming angrier and angrier by the second. Both men didn't say anything. Afraid that if they did they would probably make things worse.

After telling how she really felt Izuku gave her one of his shirts and boxers for her to change out of her wet clothes. After she left to change she came back to cry some more and eventually fell asleep. Todoroki got up and picked her up bridal style and took her into the guest room and laid her down on the bed and tucked her in and left to go back to Izuku.

"How could he do that to her? All she did was love him?"

"Because he's a selfish ass that doesn't care about anything but himself! Even if the means hurting other people to do it. Even someone as sweet as y/n."

"What if he comes looking for her?"

"He won't. This is the last place he would check and she knows that. Which is why she came to us. Also, cause she knows us more than his friends and she knows how he feels about you to not come here."

"Then what are we going to do. She can't go back there with him. It'll destroy her. And her parents are both gone, so she has no family left?"

"She stays with us obviously. She's one of our best friends Midoriya and we are going to be there for her."

"How are we going to get her stuff. If we go there he's going to know where she is?"

"That's why we are going to call Kirishima and Mina, also Jiro and Momo to help us get her stuff without him knowing that she's here. And if he asks well have them tell him that she somewhere safe. That way he'll have a harder time trying to look for her. That is if he even still cares for her? Now come on let's get to bed we have a lot to do in the morning."

Both men got up from the couch and made their way to their shared room but stopping by the guest room and checking up on y/n to see if she's alright and making their way to their room to head to bed.