Lavender

Chapter 10

i sit on the sofa sipping my tea, everything still hurts, but....nothing new there, Loz keeps trying to do something to help but i've told him i'm fine, so now he's sat looking at the pizza from last night, "thank you for helping me!" i say, looking to him, he doesn't look to me.

"i refuse to let you go home for summer break, i will lock you in your room!" he says, looking dead at me, i let out a sharp breath.

"You can't-"

"I can, your brother and uncle have litterally just put a lock on the door!" he points towards my room.

"do you really care that much?" i ask, but i don't think my heart is prepared for the answer... he helps me so much, if he wasn't there, my dad wouldn't have stopped until i wasn't responding at all, but he was there, he's always there and i think i've grown attatched to his scent.

"yes, i do!" he says and i just look at him in surprise, "i'm not letting you go home and also, if that Beta guy steps foot into this apartment i'll break him in half!" he points at me...rude.

"stop pointing!" i say and sip my tea again, "so i'm supposed to stay here all summer break?" i ask and he smirks.

"no, you can come home with me!" he smiles and i put down my cup.

"NO!" i say firmly and his smile drops, i will not cause his family trouble....i narrow my gaze when his smile comes back on.

"Then, i'm coming with you!" i groan.

"NO!" i raise my voice and he crosses his arms and sulks, "Why do you care so much?!" i ask, mildly angered by him, he looks up to me.

"I really, really like you, that's why, i really really care about you and i really really need you to be okay!" my heart just jumped about five foot, i feel my swollen cheeks heat up slightly as my Omega howls in glee and my Alpha....he purs, my Beta is usually neutral...but that side of me feels warm now, "so?" he asks, leaning forwards with a smile.

"okay, i have Holly and Uncle, i'll stay in my room all holliday!" i say and sip my tea again...god i want to smell his scent all over my clothes, over my- for fuck sake...i let out a sharp breath, looking back to Loz who smirks misceviously.

"your Omega scent is leaking through!" he says and i freeze, i instantly mask it with Alpha, "so sweet, smelt like freash fruits!" he says, standing up, i feel intimidated, but i don't want to move, "Apples, strawberries, grapes-" he sits down next to me and leans into me...what do i do? "let your Omegan scent through-" he whispers, "please?" he pleas and i pur as i feel him lean into me, it's almost on comand that my scent is let out, i try to keep it in this particular area in the apartment, just incase anything leaks into the halls or something...even though my heat is going to be...Oh so FUN in the Alpha boarding school!! 

he burries his nose into my neck, hitting my scent gland which makes me gasp slightly, feeling myself begin to purr as he runs his nose up and down my gland, a moan slips from my lips and i almost Slap him for making me do it. i cut my scent off and push him away, "NO!" i snap and he looks hurt.

"you said your heat is coming up?" he says and i growl, "ay, i was only asking, i'll be here to help out is all!" he says and i look away, "i love your scent!" he says and pulls me to him, my heart is beating so fast right now, "even if it's just your Alpha scent...i love it!" he says huskily.

"Lorrenzo, please let go!" i say and he whimpers and moves away, sitting a few inches away, i raise a brow.

"I let go!" he says and i continue to just look at him...i miss the feel of his hands on my skin. i miss his warmth, his scent all over me... i want his scent.....but he'll probably get shot by my Father, "Fuck it, i don't care if you hate me!" he snaps and jumps at me, i yelp as he pushes me back, pain coming to the sudden movement but it's instantly forgotten when his lips connect with mine.....he's kissing me....i shouldn't be doing this... i begin to kiss back, despite my warnings and anxiety telling me getting close isn't a good thing......i-i still want to.