Snowflake /Pjm jjk

❄️ Part Fourty Nine

29 October 2020
Jimin's pov

I try to eat but my stomach twist and want to throw back up the food, my mind is stuck on what Taehyung said to me, is he right?

Have I changed?
I have spent so many years missing her and when I finally had a change to have her back in my arms I blow it because I couldn't wait or give her the time she needed.

I hate admitting that I fucked things up for my self - I never once tried to understand her feelings in this and I should have told Nori that I want to focus on my relationship with Victoria and not continue on seeing her like I did.

"Do you want some more, Jimin? My mom ask snapping me out of my thought, I smile and shake my head.

"What is up with you today?" Grandma spits in with a frown face.

"Nothing, it's just a rough day for me" I smile sadly and both of them smiles warmly at me before nodding their head understanding.

"It's a rough day for all of us sweetheart, I understand" Mom said with a smile before taking a seat next to me while she pulls me into her embrace.

My grandma stands up and goes to get something, she comes back and hands me a picture I haven't seen in a long time.

"I can hear him laugh every time I look at that picture" she said, mom and I stare at the picture in my hands seeing a happy boy with a wide smile and he almost looks like a younger me.

Park Taejin my dear older brother, a sight escape my mouth. He died years back when I just was a little kid a few years before I met Victoria for the first time but I never told her about him.

He was my mom's golden boy and the pain our family went through loosing him can never me explained.

A sniff made me turn to look at my mom face, tears escape her eyes and I pull her in and hug her tightly.

Every year on this exact day we always visit grandma and sit together to remember him, it's a great way to comfort each other.

After sitting there for hours talking about him I feel the need for fresh air, this day is a have one and feel like breathing some fresh air.

I walk down the neighbourhood as I look around while memories comes rushing through me - some bad once but mostly good once.

I take a seat near the neighbourhoods park and my eyes fall on two people who is having fun playing soccer, they laugh and scream while having a great time.

I look at them before the curiosity take the best of me and walk closer to them the get a better sight - the laughter is way to familiar and finally I can see clear who it is.

Snowflake.

I take a look at the high person who she's playing against and sigh in relief realising that it isn't Jungkook.

"Victoria, du er så sykt teit" The unknown boy said and she giggles like crazy.
He isn't speaking Korean? Oh my god.

It's Alex!

I jog towards them waving my hands in the air like a crazy person with a wide smile, they both stop their movements and looks at me with wide eyes.

"Hey" I said smiling as I look at them trying to catch their breaths after playing around, Victoria looks like she just saw a ghost and Alex just frowns.

"Alexander, long time no see" I blurted out feeling a little awkward from the silence but he don't reply and looks at me totally dumbfounded.

"Jimin, what are you doing here?" Victoria ask with a shy smile before giving me a hug and finally Alex expression goes from frowning to shocked.