Ok so I don't generally talk about my feelings but ok... there is a band I like and they are coming to town. They are Panic! At The Disco. I'm so excited. They have helped me through so much. My Chemical Romance has helped a lot as well. Hold up... I'm so sorry I forgot to introduce myself. I'm Christian and I am nonbinary/genderfluid.
If you guessed I'm emo then you are right. I have self harmed before. It was to sooth some of my inner demons. I am 16 years old and I have anxiety. I have to go through the foster care system. My foster parents are monsters and it is horrible. They have wild parties and let sell my body to an ugly santa dude. He puts my face in scolding oil and forces me to cut it. Then he takes me to my room and uses me. And I use self harm to cope. I hate it but it is what it is.
Well I am off to see Panic! At The Disco. I'll share how it went. Well I guess I have a little more time to write. I wish I could get a new foster family. I am so glad they are letting me go to this concert. I am so excited to go with my friend Lexi. Lexi knows about this and she has tried to get me help, but I won't let her. I want help but I don't want Lexi to have to deal with this.
It pains me to see her struggle like this. And oh we are here. BYE!!!
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One Upon a Emo
Randomread it to find out. None of these characters are real. I am trying to raise awareness for these sensitive topics
