"I'm caught up in your expectations
You're trying to make me live your dream
But I'm causing you so much frustration
And you only want the best for me You wanted me to show more interests
To always keep a big bright smile
Be that pinky little perfect princess
But I'm not that type of child And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream Tell me why you're putting pressure on me
And everyday you 'cause me harm
That's the reason why I feel so lonely
Even though you hold me in your arms Wanna put me in a box of glitter
But I'm just trying to get right out
And now you're feeling so so bitter
Because I've let you down And this storm is rising inside of me
Don't you feel that our whole worlds collide?
It's getting harder to breathe
It hurts deep inside Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream Can't you see how I cry for help
'Cause you should love me just for being myself
I'll drown in an ocean
Of pain and emotion
If you don't save me right away Just let me be
Who I am
It's what you really need to understand
And I hope so hard for the pain to go away And it's torturing me
But I can't break free
So I cry and cry but just won't get it out
The Silent Scream My Silent Scream"
Catrina finished singing as her best friend Devon opened her door to get her for the feast. "Ok" i'll be right there" said Catrina. She followed Devon out to the Great Hall. (Skip time cause i'm lazy.) "Are you going to eat anything you've been playing with your food for the past 10 minutes?!" exclaimed Devon. "Sorry" said Catrina said. "I'm just not that hungry I guess" she said. "Ok" said Devon. Meanwhile....
Remus's Prov
"Who are those two girls at the Ravenclaw table?" he asked Dumbledore. "Those are the loners of Hogwarts" Dumbledore replied. "I wonder what he means by that?"Remus thought to himself.
(The song is called Silent Scream is by Anna Blue it is not mine i just used it for the chapter.) It's my first time writing a fanfic so sorry if it seems weird. More will be coming soon.
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Drowning (a Professor Lupin love story)
FanfictionCatrina Carststair is a Ravenclaw and a Metamorphmagus and a loner. She has no friends except for Devon Reed a Hufflepuff. she tends to stick to the shadows. Some people care and ask if she is ok she always says she's fine even though she is depre...
