I Am Afraid Of A Rose | Yeonbin

I Woke Up

Yeonjun took Soobin's hand and Said

"I know you won't hear me but I'm sorry.... I had the same thing with you but when I was 13, I would probably still see you smile brightly as you used to when you did not have the disease yet... I want to remind you Choi Soobin if I have a chance, I'll love you and I hope you will love me too. 사랑해

Those were the last words before Yeonjun left, he was sad and happy at the same time that he said that, now he just has to wait for Soobin to wake up

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Yeonjun has been visiting every single day, it been a week

Now he is lying down beside Soobin holding his hand tightly not wanting to let it go.

Soobin's Parents noticed Yeonjun's behavior. Also with woo young and he had a feeling He might feel love again. He feels happy that his best friend can feel it again but he is worried that he might have Hanahaki again

Suddenly Yeonjun had a feeling something moved. He looked up and saw Soobin trying to open his eyes, when he did he adjusted to the light

"Mhm, where am I-"

He was cut off by a warm hug, Yeonjun sure does love hugs. When Soobin saw he hugged back. Little secret, the doctor that operated on him did get him rare medicine. After Surgery, you still feel that kind of love

"You awake, stay here I'll get the doctor"

Yeonjun then ran to get the doctor and Soobin's parents came in

"He must like you Bin-ah"

"Eomma, Appa..."

"I know you don't feel love anymore but I want you to remember that you loved Yeonjun with all your heart"

Even tho Soobin still has feelings for him he gets it now, The medication did say something that you will feel the same but he did not mind it

Flashback

Soobin was reading the labels in the medication until he saw one that confused him

"You will feel the same after surgery huh?"

He was so confused but he shrugged it off, He knew if he searched in google it will say nothing so 

"Ohhhh..."

"Something wrong?"

"There's nothing wrong Eomma"

Yeonjun came back with the doctor and the doctor was shocked by the visuals of the boy

"Can you all please leave, can you also please handle the paperwork so he can get discharged"

"Of course" The three left and the doctor looked back at Soobin

"Sad that you can't feel love..."

"I don't even know you, please do whatever you need to do with me"

"I don't like brats, fine just fill this in and get this medication from the pharmacy alright"

"Yes Ma'am" The doctor then left when Soobin was done with everything 

Beomgyu visited also for about 30 minutes and of course, his parents gave him time, When Beomgyu left

Soobin looked out and saw his mom, with nurses with them to remove the dextrose. when it was removed he stood up, changed, and went with his mom

"Where's Yeonjun Hyung?"

"He went home why?"

"I thought he will stay, anyway let's go eat"

They then went to eat

Yeonjun POV

I went home and sat on my bed, took out my Laptop, and searched if it's still possible to love someone if you had the Hanahaki, nothing showed up I groaned in frustration and went to go to the restroom until I saw a letter the was mailed to me

I was thinking it was the power bill but it was a letter from Soobin?

"What's this about"

I opened it and read the letter

Dear Yeonjun Hyung

I'm not even sure if you will read this but I'm mailing you this today even tho I just rewrote it when I got home. It's a letter haha. anyway, I wanted to tell you that I like you, Probably you know already but I want to tell you by myself not by other people so you know I actually love you. This is short I know but if you can still love me in time I can. I'm not Blaming you that I'm Afraid of roses, Not even anyone else but I'm also telling you this If you want to see me get me roses let's see if I'm still afraid. 사랑해.

-Choi Soobin

Yeonjun was shocked but he thought about it and he agreed that he will meet Soobin, in a few weeks when he's comfortable again he'll see him

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I know I updated apart but I needed it for my other Book