Ondreaz Lopez: Six Months with You

First Fight

Nineteenth Chapter

Dear Diary,

Remember when I said nothing else would happen last night? So Ondreaz and I just got into our first fight. It was over the most stupid thing but it happened. Ondreaz came inside of the room.
Ondreaz: You look so adorable.
Luna: Going for comfortable but okay. Ready to go?
Ondreaz: Yeah. We got into the car and started driving. We’re just listening and vibing to music which we barely do so I want to enjoy this moment. Apparently I have a resting mad face. I’m just staring out into space thinking about nothing.
Ondreaz: You okay?
Luna: Yeah why?
Ondreaz: You just seem upset but if you’re not cool.
Luna: How do I seem upset?
Ondreaz: I don’t know, just looked like it. What are you doing tomorrow?
Luna: Meeting with my manager about New York.
Ondreaz: Why can’t you meet him in New York? You’re there for two days.
Luna: It’s just so things wouldn’t feel so tightly spaced. 
Ondreaz: Are your meetings for two days?
Luna: What does that matter? I have a meeting in New York and I want to be well prepared for it! 
Ondreaz: Why are you angry?
Luna: I’m not! Why the f*ck do you keep asking me that? His eyes widened like he had never heard a curse word. In his defense he has never heard me swear.
Ondreaz: You’re obviously angry. 
Luna: Because you're annoying me. 
Ondreaz: How am I annoying you? All I’m asking you is about your plans and if you're okay. (He was right and I realize that now but that’s not how I acted.)
Luna: It sounds like you’re asking me to change my plans to hang out with you.
Ondreaz: What?! I never f*cking said that. You're making a big deal out of nothing! (Which is right but I’m still mad so I say this.)
Luna: I’m making a big deal. Ondre I don’t even want to f*cking talking to you right now just drive. I don’t give a f*ck right now. Ondreaz pulled over and turned off the car.
Ondreaz: We’re not moving until you explain to me why you’re mad at me. 

I refused to talk to Ondreaz so I took off my seatbelt and tried to climb to the back of the car. 
Ondreaz: What are you… Then I got my foot stuck in. I burst out laughing at myself realizing how immature and ridiculous I was being. I sit back down and look over at Ondreaz who started laughing as well.
Luna: I’m not mad, I just got mad because I’m already on edge about New York, Sol and everything. I’m sorry.
Ondreaz: Can you just talk to me about things instead of holding it in and then blowing up?
Luna: Okay, I’m sorry. He leaned over and kissed me. 
Luna: First fight?
Ondreaz: Well babe um a fight is two people and that was you kind of just… I started laughing and moved over to sit on Ondreaz’s lap.
Luna: I get it but that’s our first fight. 
Ondreaz: I feel like I know you by now to know that’s just not you and there was something else. 
Luna: No seriously I wasn’t thinking about anything just listening to the music but when you said it I was like triggered. Which was stupid in a way. He shook his head, placing his hands on my thighs, lightly tapping with his index fingers.
Ondreaz: You are sitting on my lap in a car parked on the sideway, this looks wrong.
Luna: Do Americans not do this?  Just stop on the road and sit on their significant other's lap, staring at each other. I laughed. Then I pecked his lips looking at him in his eyes. Three words came to my head but I didn't say them. 
Ondreaz: Fight and make up in thirty minutes. I think you have this whole relationship thing down. I laughed. 
Luna: Let’s go get some food and snacks like we were supposed to.
Ondreaz: It’s your fault we haven’t.  I laugh leaning back onto the wheel accidentally honking the horn. I got startled and leaned forward grabbing onto Ondreaz.
Luna: Ahh! Ondreaz laughed. He tapped my butt three times.
Ondreaz: Time for you to go back to your seat. I shook my head and went back over to my seat. We got our food and snacks. We went home and binge watched the vampire diaries. We only made it through half the first season but Stelena forever, hate Damon, Bonnie is a baddie, Caroline is annoying, never liked Vicky, poor Matt, Jenna and Alaric forever. It’s around one and I’m tired so I’m going to bed with a goodnight diary. 

I’m writing from the plane because yesterday I was “sick”. I woke up the next morning feeling sick. My head was on Ondreaz’s chest and he was holding me closely. I tried to move slowly but I needed to vomit. I jumped up and ran into my bathroom puking. Ondreaz came in startled out of sleep. I continued vomiting as he started to pat and rub my back. I finished reaching up and flushed the toilet. I had sharp pains in my stomach. 
Luna: Ouch! I bent over grabbing my stomach. 
Ondreaz: Baby, what’s wrong? 
Luna: Ow! Just call Kouvr. He runs out of the bathroom and calls Kouvr. Kouvr comes in and puts her hand on my side. 
Kouvr: Is it that time of the month?
Luna: Yes. I just need advil.
Kouvr: Okay, can you get up? 
Luna: Yeah. 
Ondreaz came in. 
Ondreaz: I got her. Kouvr smiled and left the room. Ondreaz helped me up and I washed out my mouth with water. He helped me to my bed and I lay down for a minute and then I had to get up. I needed to go take a shower and change. I leaned up. 
Ondreaz: Are you sure you should be moving right now?
Luna: Yes, I need to. I grab my underwear, a pad and take a long hot shower. I feel a little better. I put on Ondreaz’s hoodie and lay down in the bed. I call my manager who is a little pissed but understands. Ondreaz had to go which was sad.
Luna: Cariño please don’t leave me.
Ondreaz: I have to go. Then the weirdest thing happened. I started crying. Ondreaz left for an entire week and I didn’t feel this way. Diary let’s just say period sucks.
Ondreaz: No no please don’t cry. 
Luna: I don’t know why I’m crying just stay with me until I fall asleep please. He sits down on the bed. Kouvr left me a bottle of Advil and water. I take the pills and lay down. Ondreaz puts his arm around me and kisses my forehead. 
Ondreaz: You’re being a baby. 
Luna: I’m your baby though. I kiss him and cuddle with him until I fall asleep. Then I wake up and go to the bathroom. I put my phone on silent because I don’t want to talk to anyone. I put on my glasses and open up my laptop. I go over my flight, hotel and agenda while I’m in New York. My stomach is still killing me. Addison knocks on the door. 
Luna: Come in Adi! She walked in.
Addison: Hey cute glasses. Ondre said that he couldn’t reach you, wanted to know if you’re okay.
Luna: Yeah I just don’t want to be bothered with social media. I need no stress whatsoever right now. Come in if you want.
Addison: Yeah, how are you feeling?
Luna: Well I’m on my period. The weirdest thing happened. Ondreaz had to leave and I started crying. 
Addison: Aww that’s so cute.
Luna: No not cute. That’s never happened to me before. The pms was so real.
Addison: Yeah but he knows that. 
Luna: Want to watch a movie?
Addison: Yeah! We watched a movie and then Addison had to leave. I went back to sleep because these cramps are really getting to me. 

I woke up two hours later, still half asleep. I post a draft and trail back off to sleep for the next thirty minutes. Ondreaz was sitting next to me. I sit up.
Luna: What time is it?
Ondreaz: Six. You feel better?
Luna: Yeah, my stomach still hurts but I’ll live. Ondreaz runs his hand through his hair and I could tell he’s thinking about something. He puts his feet up in the bed. I sit on top of him and peck his lips.
Luna: What’s up?
Ondreaz: Have you checked your tik tok today?
Luna: I posted a draft half asleep but that’s it. Ondreaz leans over and opens my phone. I put my hands over my mouth in shock. He laughs a little. I buried my head in his chest and he put his arms around me and kissed my forehead. I posted the draft of Ondreaz ruining my pov. 
Ondreaz: Babe what are we gonna do? I lean up and look at him in his eyes.
Luna: What can we do? We kissed in the video. There is no way out of this. 
Ondreaz: So we just accept it. The world knows about Lunaz. I laugh. I open my phone to see all the comments. Some good, some bad per usual. 
Luna: Okay, I am now in tik tok room. I lay my head on his chest, my stomach still hurting really badly coming in like contractions. 
Luna: My stomach is hurting a bit and I need to use the bathroom. 
Ondreaz: Okay. I go to the bathroom. I come back unaware that Ondreaz started his video already. 
Luna: Babe, I’m craving fries and mayo. After all the puking this morning, I’m starving. 
Ondreaz: Um the live is on.