"Where were you!?" Miki shouted angrily. "I was worried sick. You weren't picking up your phone. You can't just leave unexpectedly out of nowhere. You didn't even tell me where you were going." Miki was furious. "I'm sorry. I'm sorry." "Where were you!?" She wanted answers. "I was with Ryo so don't worry."
"You disappeared for the whole night Akira! Next time tell me before you just randomly leave!" She screamed before storming away.
"Sorry for that Akira. Didn't really give you time to tell her." Ryo whispered from behind me. "It's fine."
Last night was some of the most fun I had in a long time. Loud music, beautiful people, lots of alcohol, and dancing. It was great. Ryo was a lot of fun too. Getting him to dance was hilarious. Even though he's had many experiences, I guess dancing wasn't one of them.
"Wanna go out again tonight?"
As much as I wanted to say yes I declined.
"How about tomorrow night. I need to give Miki some time to cool down." "Okay awesome." He said happily before helping out elsewhere.
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And so it began. Clubbing with Ryo. Getting new experiences. Trying new things. Living it up. Risking it all.
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"Miko, I don't know what to do." Miki said as tears rolled down her cheeks. "It's like he's a whole different person. It's always Ryo this Ryo that. Everything changed when Ryo came into our lives. He's having such a bad influence on Akira. He's gone almost every night. What if he's meeting with other women? What do I do!?" She begged her best friend for answers.
"Miki, if you two are meant to be it'll work out. I don't really know what to say. I'm not a psychologist." She laughed. "But I will always be here for you. Akira's just on his own journey I guess." Miki cried hard, and rubbed the tears from her face. "It's okay, Miki." Miko said hugging her tight. "I'll be here for you no matter what okay. I love you." She said protectively. "I love you too Miko." She cried hugging her friend.
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The music blared in the warehouse that hosted the rave.
I may have a had a few too many drinks than I should have, but I wasn't completely drunk.
I sat next to Ryo in a booth seat. The couples in the other booths were doing all sorts of lewd things, but we ignored them.
"Akira, what do you want to do?" Ryo asked, but I just stared at him blankly. "Wanna try something I got from this guy with a weird pink suit?" He suggested. But I didn't respond. I just looked at him.
Ryo Asuka, the man I began lusting for. He was amazing. I knew I had a guy crush on him, when I thought about touching him every time we were close like this.
"Akira? Did you hear me?-" I grabbed his face and connected our lips.
"Akira" he spoke as his face turned red. But I didn't let him talk long. The adrenaline took over, and I kissed longer and deeper.
Soon the two of us fit in with the couples around us. While intensely making out, we grabbed at each other. Eventually Ryo's hand touched something sensitive. It excited me, but also scared me. I groaned as he groped my groin. I wanted this...but I didn't?
As our tongues assaulted one another, I came to my senses.
This was probably a big mistake.
I pulled away from Ryo. "Hey I can't do this." I said quietly. "What!?" He yelled, after not hearing me over the loud music. "I said we can't do this! I don't think we should hang out anymore!"
A pained expression showed on Ryo's face. "Okay!" He said getting up and walking away.
Then I just sat there alone. Reflecting on what I had done. It was a mistake. It was definitely the alcohol. I didn't like Ryo like that right?
