Tonight I dreamt of you,
where the world seemed fine,
a perfect friendship between us two,
now I wonder, is that a sign?
I keep thinking about us,
whether you were right or wrong,
how your actions redeemed you and thus
strangling my heart all along.
I don't want to lose you,
neither do I need to have you around,
my feelings about us are not true,
but I need to reach out,
to have you beat me to the ground.
Again
and again.
