Letters to you

1

Hey.

This book idea was for you.

I was too scared to really write these thoughts down and send them to you.

I know I messed up. Bad. I know I can't fix it. I didn't mean to hurt you, and I definitely don't think you're the type of person to rape someone. Period. Especially after what you've been through. I promise, and you know i mean every promise i make. Or at least, 2 does.

I don't want you to think me a terrible person, but by the impression I made on you two nights ago, and how we didn't even know each other very well before that (not that we do now), I doubt you think any better of me. I wish to take it back. I just... I wanted to protect 2, and I only accused you, because i don't want them to get hurt. I want you to understand i never, ever meant for you to feel the way you did, and I don't think of you as a predator at all.

You said you thought Inknew you well, and were hurt because I had said you would do that to 2? I accused you for the exact opposite reason. I don't know you well. And I hate to say it, but I don't trust you enough to not think it. 2 seemed attached to you, and i didn't want to ruin that. You seemed okay. But I don't entirely feel comfortable with you. I don't know.

You both deserve better, I know. I'm absolutely not the victim here, and I really am sorry. I never meant to be like that. I don't think highly of myself, but now I definitely don't. It's fucking disgusting that i accused you of making a rape joke. I know what you've been through and it's so repulsing to think, that after that, I thought you were insinuating that you'd rape 2 if they didn't listen.

I'm sorry.

- Wyrm