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Harry's (POV)

3 hours. 3 hours of crying, 3 hours of hurting, 3 hours spent hating him more and more. With each swipe of the blade i felt better, but once his face entered my head the happiness soon dissipated. When my body was mentally and physically tired i decided to wash up. As i try to stand up i quickly fall to the floor; guess  the blood i have lost was to much. Sighing i decided to dial up about the only person i can trust with this information.

"Harry! whats up man?"

I sigh and look around the mess i have made of this hotel bathroom.

"Not much you think you could swing by my room?"

"Um, yea sure let me just finish this FIFA game with Liam an-"

"NO! Niall...please" great now i sound like some desperate bitch.

"Harry whats wrong? Do i need to get Paul?

"Niall just you, pl-please" As the tears started to fall i hung up the phone and rested against the bathroom cabinets.

Nialls (POV)

I left Liam in a confused state as i jumped off the couch grabbing my key card, and practically sprinting down the hall. As i turn the corner i am met with another body stumbling back. I am about to yell at the twat when i see its Lou.

"Lou you ass watch yourself" I laugh as i start to walk to Harry's room seeing running isn't the best choice.

"Sorry man, wait where are you going?"

"Just going to Harry's room mate be back later" Lou looked confused and started to follow.

"Wait why is he okay? Do you want me to come with you?" Lou looked worried and even a bit guilty, as he waits for my reply. I think about it for a minuet and think he didn't even want Liam to come, so i decide against it.

"Nah man i am good see you later" And with that i swipe my key card and opened the door not even bothering to knock.

I close the door and make my way around the pitched black room Harry really should open the curtains in here sometime. I walk up to Harry's room and see its just as dark as the rest of the place. I start to get worried what if the banana king came in and took harry because Harry ate the most precious banana in the world. SHIT that would be bad.

"Harry? Mate you in here?" I hear soft crying coming from his bathroom i rush over and open the door as Harry mutters.

"ni-niall? help pl-please." I couldn't believe what was in front of me Harry was lying on the bathroom floor, his leg covered in blood, eyes puffy red, sobbing for me to help him.

I rush over to him crouching down my heart aching, i had no idea how much pain one of my best mates was in that he resulted to cutting.

"Haz, hey buddy stay with me okay? lets get you cleaned up" He barley nodded, as i stood up and wet a wash cloth.

"This is going to hurt like fuck man, but i have to clean it out okay?" Once again he just returned a half nod.

I slowly put the rag on his cuts he flinched as he closed his eyes shut i felt horrible, but we couldn't let it get infected. After about 5 times of rinsing out the rag, and cleaning his cuts his leg was free from blood.

"Harry? " I whispered."Do you got any band-aids?"

He nodded "The...the top sh-shelf." I nodded and patted his shoulder and i pulled out waterproof extra strength band-aids.

9 band-aids later he was all bandages up, as i was fixing him up i noted scars from other incidents. I bit my lip as i looked at him, he looked so helpless.

"hey buddy, lets get you in bed okay?" He nodded as i helped him up and helped him into bed leaving the horrid scene in the bathroom.

After he was in bed i went to his suitcase and pulled out some boxers and a white tee. Helping him put the shirt on i left him to change his bottoms while i went into the kitchen to grab him some water and Advil. I was about to leave the kitchen when his laptop dinged; I picked it up and brought it with me back to harry.

"Here is some Advil." I handed him the already opened water and the pills as he took them i laid his computer on his night stand turning on his lamp.

"Here this was dinging guess you have some emails, or something" He nodded and opened his laptop gasping.

Harry looked at me and smiled small."thanks for helping me bro, means allot. Oh and niall?

I stared at the broken boy that seemed to be acting as if everything was okay."yeah?"

"Don't tell the boys or Paul or anyone. Especially Louis."

I nodded and said i would check on him later bringing him some food, once again he did that damn nod. I left him to be as i slowly walked back to Liams room re living what i just i witnessed.